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2009-12-20T05:58:00.000-08:00

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2009-12-18T18:53:00.000-08:00

Okay i am officially back from all the hustle and bustle.
Body really suffered a toll, sick again.
Mum kept saying and saying, "For a youngster like you, rest is very important!"
Hmm what she say is true but i started thinking of the word she said, young.
not long from now i will be in my 20's, 1 word to describe this feeling.
SCARY!
The alert sign that we all got to do everything we can do now
and don't regret.

Recently, went for the YOG Friendship camp, pictures were taken
and its all thanks to people like Madeline Carissa Yanny Elizabeth Petra Edith and Rachaal.
Thanks girls, for making this camp so enjoyable :D
Petra, when you come back to Singaproe, give us a call and we will be at
the airport waiting for you.
Well if you don't know what kind of camp is that, shall give you an overview.
Its not a camp where you can slack and do nothing,
but you are really required to open and speak up to interact with people
you never seen before especially athletes who are from overseas.
its not a camp where you have to do tiring sports everyday and
eat not appealing food, but rather you get to do different sports and
activities everyday to interact and bond.
Its also not a camp where there are many rules you got to abide besides general ones,
but a camp with freedom and a lot of work you have to do
each day which leaves you mentally exhausted.
Pictures will be uploaded on facebook so yeah go and take a look
but its not uploaded yet :D
will announce when i upload.

Went to Sentosa with the basketballers and netballers,
fun and not fun in a way.
we got to really wait and wait for the supermarket to open
so there was loads of time to kill zzzz.
When the supermarket was about to open, many people including
weijie took a trolley and station themselves outside the store
Its like as though everyone was preparing to race or something,
should have taken a picture it was epic.
We bought many many things but in the end the things that we finished
was the bottles of water we bought.
Once again pictures will be uploaded on facebook maybe tomorrow or so.
The night was the best because we went to eat cheap steamboat :D
Many funny moments and the funniest was that Hadi asked for beef
and Weijie actually took 1 big bowl for her, sorry girl we couldn't help
you out becuase we are seriosuly full too.

After all that, we went to the Arcade and i tell you i was feeling giddy.
Sorry Weijie, made you walk around to find me i know its a disaster feeling.
The lights and music was so bright and loud that i couldn't even hear myself,
my gosh!
In the end we went home and marks off the end of everything.

Random shoutout:
Jeannie have a fun trip overseas okays, GO WILD
LIKE YOU NEVER DONE BEFORE AND MISS ALL OF US :D

2009-12-06T03:14:00.000-08:00

Seriously i am starting wondering what's wrong with me,
i am like super addicted to Lady Gaga's songs this days.
After awhile i know it, Lisa was right
i am a serious fan of Lady Gaga.
SCREAMMMMMMMMM
Today i woke up like super duper early, for the first time during a weekend.
Went to pasir Ris to take something from Farzana and
something unlucky happened to me.
I took bus 29 and just nice there was a lot of teenagers which i don't
understand why, they were like making so much noise that the bus
driver had a very frustrated face.
I press the bell but he forgotten to let me down then
he drove me into Old Tampines Road.
I was like DAMN!
this caused me to limp slowly with my injured ankle from inside
to outside the bus stop, ARHHHHHHHH!
Worst, was i got to climb an overhead bridge.
In my mind i was like !@#$%^ !
So i climbed and i waited a super long time to board my bus,
from that moment on i promised myself this.

CASSANDRA HAS TO WORK HARD SO THAT I CAN DRIVE A CAR.
CONVENIENCE FOR MY PARENTS, RELATIVES AND MYSELF
ROAR!

i got what i wanted and went back home.
Lazed around and ate my lunch,
after that i actually went to pack my bag for next week's camp.
*sighs*
really don't wish to go as i am going to miss many things,
shall not list it out as it will only make me more upset ):
HADI YOU GOT TO GET THE FREEBIES FOR ME!
hahaha oh well look on the bright side
at least i have someone to get the stuff for me?
haha =.= mygod its not enough to lift up my spirits.
someone, enlighten me !
After that i was like chionging to read finish my new moon,
heard from friends that the movie is not as nice as what they expected.
to me nice or not, i got to see it and only have the chance to
after i return from camp.
*sighs again*
Saw from the advirtisement that Dakota Fanning is acting as Jane
woohoo! at least something that is making me happy,
damn i am so looking forward to watch it :D

may next week pass quickly and joyfully :D
oh and just a random shoutout
huipeng, good luck in your test okays (:

2009-12-05T07:11:00.000-08:00

Okays hooray for me.
i am feeling much better thanks peeps for all the concern.
Anyway woke up today wondering if
Hadianti has watched New moon already or not?
hmmmm Hadi you got to answer me girl :D
have been waiting and waiting to watch the show ROAR!
did my usual stuff and then i can't believe this but i actually
tried to run up and down my house.
*shocking*
i was just testing if i am normal but it got even worst =.=
the only feeling that appeared in my head was pain!
lesson of the day :

DON'T EVER DO STUPID THINGS OUT OF CURIOSITY!

What was my punishment?
Dad helped me to rub 'lightly' ,
you're right it was not even lightly kays.
Went to visit grandpa at the columbarian and ate with dad and mum.
dad started chatting abut his school days as a basketballer and said,
"Thanks to me, you got your legs."
I gave him the whatever look =.=
my mum laughed like a mad person after hearing it.
Carried on chatting about other stuff and ate nice food yipee :D
but the bad thing, we were at the other end of Singapore.
took a super duper long time to get back home, tired and lethargic mans.

Flipped through my packlist for next week's camp,
gosh its really a lot.
really got to thank farzana for lending me her clothes,
saved me loads of trouble so
THANKS GIRL :D
wish me luck next week, i just want one wish.
TO NOT BE SO TIRED EVERYDAY ;D

2009-12-04T07:28:00.000-08:00

1ST GOOD NEWS!
LADY GAGA!
FINALLY! FINALLY!
Lady gaga's new album is going to come out soon,
if i am not wrong her cd should be coming out in mid December.
2ND GOOD NEWS!
ADAM LAMBERT HAS FINALLY RELEASED HIS ALBUM,
have been waiting and waiting for it :D
Okay don't know if its good or not but ELLEN from
THE ELLEN SHOW is going to be the new judge on American Idol
for the next season, ITS OFFICIAL!

Okay enough of all the official news, time to get down to buissness
I sprained my ankle and yes its causing me a lot of inconvenience,
i have to walk like 3secs slower, damn it!
god please help me.
But looking on the bright side, i thank all my teammates for all the concern.
Don't worry i will recover in time (:
Kinda busy these days so yeah as you can see i didin't really updated
my blog.
Anyway a group of us broke a record,
what record? for me to know and for you to find out :D
Shall update more in the next post (:

2009-10-23T08:32:00.000-07:00

FRIDAY HAS FINALLY REACHED MY LIFE!
haha well i guess most of the people will sure to agree with me
that you are happy as its the end of the week.
let's all shout together,
TGIF!
Last two days were really slacking days in school.
Teachers gave us the time to relax and watch movies in class,
looks like they understand that we really want to have just a short break
before we resume lessons during the LEAP program.
JEREMY, PEARLYN LETS JIAYOU TOGETHER!
REMEMBER WHAT WE PROMISED EACH OTHER :D
Remember getting the Long Mark Sheet results,
hmm let's say that there is room for improvement yet
there is nothing that really worries me.
Oh well if you don't understand, its okay
its for me to know and for you to find out :D

Chatted with Pearlyn for the 1st 4 periods as it was literally free periods,
GIRL WE DEFINITELY NEED TO GO ICE-SKATING AGAIN :D
We also definitely go shop together, i don't mind just
following you getting your clothes,
ITS A DATE ;DDDDD
Slacked with jeannie and lisa after school while hadianti and weijie
went off, RICH PEOPLE GOING ORCHARD TO SHOP :D
Went home straight.
why?
I AM TIRED AND WANT TO SLEEP OF COURSE!
But in the end,
i reached home at 2+, hmm didn't really understand why.
Oh well time passes very fast
that's why i say WE ARE AGEING TOO FAST!

2009-10-20T03:34:00.000-07:00

Yipee! 300th post like finally :D
*fireworks*
Okay let's all face it, today is officially
the last holiday for us before we get back our results.
How do i feel?
HELL RIGHT I AM NERVOUS!
But oh well, what's done is done nothing much i can do.
I have really thought about it,
i screwed up big time and i really got to redeem myself this holiday
so brace yourself cassandra.
Now i am trying SUPER DUPER HARD TO BE POSITIVE.
Okay moving on from this sad and cruel fact.

Today is really super super boring,
i can't believe i spent my whole day just like that.
DEVOTED MOST OF MY TIME TO MY WONDERFUL TV,
HAD AN AFTERNOON NAP OF 1HR WHICH PAST FREAKING FAST
AND LASTLY USING THE COMP FOR LIKE LESS THAN 1 HR
BECAUSE MUM WAS USING FOR HER WORK.
One verdict,
i didn't spend my day fruitfully i totally slacked.
2 more weeks to school closure should i even cheer for it?
super duper unsure,
promised Li Zhen that i got to make use of my holidays properly.
STUDY MORE THAN PLAY FOR O LEVELS.
Talking about O levels, all the sec3 people in the whole of S'pore
is so going to agree with me about this.
WE ARE GETTING OLDER TOO FAST!

This is so unreal ROAR!
DEFINITELY HARD TO ACCEPT IT.
I really can't imagine life after secondary school.
Bright side: You get to enjoy the wonders of the free time you have
and get to do all the fun stuff you want and no need to pick up your books
to study. You get to hang out with your besties till its like late in the night
and believe me, there is a high possibility that your parents will allow that. COOL :D

Bad side: That seriously marks the end of your secondary school life. Sad
to say, that's it peeps! You can't do anything to reverse it and
people, if you started thinking stuff like OH NO I SHOULD HAVE DONE THIS,
I SHOULDN'T HAVE DONE THAT, admit it.
ITS FAR TOO LATE! last time to hang out with your besties
and everyone that you know ): I seriously can't imagine life after graduation.
Oh well let's just say that this is part of growing up.

tag replies

Pearlyn: No matter what, be yourself!

-I am doing now :D send me the link for the blogshops that have those clothes
i really wanted! CRAVING FOR IT!!!!

2009-10-19T07:18:00.000-07:00

After yesterday, i really understood the real meaning of shopping.
WALK. EAT. BUY. WALK AGAIN.
Its just torturing to me,
SORRY PEARLYN I NEED TO GET USED TO SHOPPING.
I also need some time to be as girly as you :D
hmm maybe is a lot of time
patience is the key to everything,
we can start doing it during the holidays.
Anyway, walking in ION Orchard was fun.
Can't believe i am saying this but its true,
there are so many eateries seriously.
Upstairs are filled with shops like PRADA, LV, MIU MIU
and there are people who help you to open the door.
MYGOD !
Only one thing pops out in your mind,
YOU ARE RICH AND YOU HAVE MONEY :D
Most of the stuff were my mum's stuff,
i merely helped her to carry =.=
boring ...
but looking at the sake that we ate loads of nice food,
oh well maybe its not so boring :D

Went to play bball with the guys and girls,
really really fun.
Although we played like freaking long and we were super sweaty but
there were so many jokes to laugh about.
Sorry jasmine and bangxiang,
we laughed too much at you
forgive us.
Now what i am looking forward to is going sentosa again.
Playing beach volleyball and get all the sunburns!

2009-10-17T01:11:00.000-07:00

I' M BACK!

I am finally back to update my dead blog.
Exams are officially over and i promise i am not going to talk about it
so please don't ask me how was exam and stuff :D
yesterday was the last paper which lasted for 30mins because its listening,
everyone went out to have fun and that includes me hahaha
Went out with Pearlyn and others, well it was fun in some ways.
Since everyone knows that i am a lazy person, its quite obvious that
i didn't took any pictures, oh well the fun is for me to enjoy i guess.
Really happy that i finally got the long deserved break,
4days of so called holiday before getting results.
Really understood the fact that no use to worry about results
as everything is done and there is nothing i can do to change it
so peeps stay positive i guess (:

The first thing that i am super proud of myself which I did after exam
was to buy the new issue of SEVENTEEN magazine.
Why?
THE COVER GIRL OF THIS MONTH IS DEMI LOVATO!
SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMM!
I TOTALLY LOVE HER!
Hoping for her new album to be released soon
although i know her HERE WE GO AGAIN album has just released and
i know that i have to wait for quite a long time for her new album,
but i don't care hahaha :D
Mum told me to follow her to shop at ION Orchard tomorrow,
first reaction was OHGOD I AM SO GOING TO DIE.
Mum is sure gong to pick out super girly clothes to tell me to try,
*let out a cry of agony*
Pearlyn is so going to tell me to be more girly after seeing this LOL :D

Alright, shall update pictures IF I REMEMBER TOMORROW

;DDDDD

2009-09-18T07:41:00.000-07:00

this is where all the changes start to begin

Really busy these days,
have been busy mugging and doing homework.
Teachers have been spamming us with homework especially for Amaths
but thank god he is reasonable.
Anyway now that all CCA has been postpone to after exams,
everyone will be busy that includes me.
So if i don't update my blog regularly don't blame me
especially you Hadianti.
When you go back Indonesia, SHOUT MY NAME!
Thanks for offering to buy bubble gums for me:D
YOU ROCK!

This week i think really was one of the best weeks ever.
Me n best buddies have been studying together,
can see that everyone is really serious about doing well for EOY.
Main reason is definitely to pass our pure sciences,
3E1 WILL PASS THEIR SCIENCES
WE CAN DO IT!
Roger Leon has been saying and saying about power of shared vision,
shocking that they actually remembered that.
I AM PROUD OF YOU BOTH :D
Spending time has been mostly with yoyo and Pearlyn,
it was really constructive.
Pearlyn, don't worry you can do it.
I will help you with chemistry, see just now i explain to you
after awhile you get it already so YOU CAN DO IT!
Monday is a public holiday, YEAH!
Going to study with yoyo, Pearlyn, Linyuan, Tuchun, Alex and still confirming
its definitely going to be good because we got the two
guys who are super good in maths.

The class has been more serious in studying too!
Zunaied asked me to tutor him in chemistry
i think you should ask weixuan, he is mroe pro.
and everyone has been flocking to Tuchun to ask him maths.
Nicole and Linyuan have been going to tuition,
Pearlyn, yoyo and me have been helping one another out.
So all i got to say is,

LET'S GO 3E1 LETS GO!

2009-09-01T06:00:00.000-07:00

i am just going to take my chances,
there is not much time to waste already.

Orh mansssssss, 1 day of so called holiday is going to be over
got to return back to school again tomorrow.
*screammmmmmm*
I can sense all my schoolmates complaining haha (:
oh well, look on the bright side, THERE IS PE TOMORROW!
look on the even brighter side, NEXT WEEK IS SEPTEMBER HOLIDAYS!
But come to think of it, this means that end of year exams are coming
in about like 6weeks!
PEOPLE IS 6WEEKS, 1MONTH AND 2WEEKS MORE.
Got to start doing revision, promised Lizhen to study hard.
Its time to go into study mode Cassandra :D

Really looking forward to this weekends
which i don't really know why.
Tired?
Yeah most probably, i just feel this sudden rush of lethargic
all coming into me.
GOD PLEASE HELP ME (;

2009-09-01T05:49:00.000-07:00

as promised,
pictures of the whole dancing journey!
:DDD

2009-08-31T08:08:00.000-07:00

Tag Replies:

Xiaoyunz: YAH YOU ARE RIGHT! Scream till throat hurt, i only see you last part waving and smiling at me can hahaha

Peacock: Haiyo i tell you how many times i am not angry oh and so is Hadianti. I seriously rather you suan me then you keep quiet, it shows that you are normal (:

2009-08-31T06:20:00.000-07:00

there are really many things that are getting harder these days
but then i know that its a challenge then everyone faces.
I got to hang on because i know that if you put in a lot of hard work,
it will pay off (:

I KNOW!
CASSANDRA HAS FINALLY UPDATED HER BLOG!
It really took me a long time to finally want to start blogging,
sorry peeps especially hadianti and pearlyn!
I have not forgotten about the promise.
Anyway many many things happened these few weeks,
fun and happy stuff.
3E1 WAS CHOSEN TO PERFORM ON TEACHER'S DAY CONCERT!
I am proud of these 15 people including me haha (:
I remembered during the initial stages,
i can only say everyone had a really hard time trying to learn.
Many many problems cropped up and they were irritating ones.
But as time past, everything got better and really thank all those
people who liked our performance.
3E1 SAYS THANK YOU!

Thank you Zunaied for taking the video for us,
we got a chance to look and improve our moves.
OH and thanks for the screaming haha :D
Hadianti, bangxiang, jeannie, jacintha
thank you for screaming your lungs out for 3E1 too.
Your efforts will be paid off because what you did was
a very very good deed HAHAHA :DDD
Anyway pictures of rehearsals and performance day will be uploaded,
i promise it will be by tomorrow.
Jeremy and Roger, there are unglam pictures of you two.
Pearlyn and yoyo, there are freaking pretty pictures of you two.
Linyuan, Nicole, Sheryl, there are very pretty pictures of you three too.
Shichen, there are really handsome photos of us too!
I will definitely miss the process of rehearsals and the performance very very much,
had loads of fun and really you see people like Leon, Roger, Jiasheng, Tuchun, Syukri
really shedding perspiration and spending time to master their moves.
SUPER DUPER PROUD OF YOU GUYS!

Of course not forgetting Billy,
can see you really spent a lot of time to edit the music until its perfect.
YOU PLAYED A BIG ROLE!
Jeremy, i don't know what to say.
You are like my pal and younger brother who can talk crap with me
the whole day. Best is you really know how to dance and you
are the only person that i know who is
same as me crazy over MICHAEL JACKSON :D
You see people like Pearlyn really doing all sorts of methods
to get the costumes and make-up for us.
You also see people like Linyuan and nicole helping the guys
to put on their make-up.
Yoyo is rushing here and there, for both AVA and the performance.
Grace and Sheryl trying to always give ideas to improve our dance steps.
EVERYONE REALLY PLAYED A BIG PART!
I LOVE YOU PEEPS! <3

ps. PEARLYN DON'T WORRY YOU CAN DO IT!
I WILL HELP YOU OKAYS :D
haha thanks for putting my name bold in your livejournal
and i love you too okay (:

2009-07-31T06:01:00.000-07:00

thank you peeps for all the lovely gifts :D

my beloved netballers <3

Back to revive.
Okay i really want to dedicate this post to all my lovely friends
and of course not forgetting my LOVELY FAN-CLUB!!!!
Thankyou for all the arrangement and lovely presents and cards
that all of you made for me, really appreciate it from the
bottom of my heart :D
NETBALLERS, LOVE YOU ALL TO THE FREAKING CORE.
Thank you for the surprise and birthday cake that your bought,
thank you Lisa for making such a smart excuse to trick me up the
CCA room, i give you credit for it (:

Rachel Ong, you are the first one to wish me a BIG AND LOUD
happy birthday on my handphone, i love you a lot.
Xinyu you were the first one who shook my hand and wished me,
i really appreciate it.
Pearlyn, Nicole, Bradley i know you 3 spent a lot of time
choosing the present. I owe you 3 many thanks.
Paohup, thank you for tricking me that you didn't buy me any present
but actually you did. Good surprise (:
Jared, thanks for remembering my birthday I REALLY MISSED YOU.
Yangwei, you wished me an advance birthday, many many thanks.
Hadianti and weijie, thankyou for the t-shirt i love it alot.
Lisa and Jeannie, the over-size shirt that you two bought
was super duper nice and i prmise i will wear it.
To all the people who chipped in in the presents, be it the card,
the shirt, the bag, the plush toys i really really REALLY APPRECIATE IT.
i will never fogret 290709 as it was really an unforgettable day and
it was because of you people that made my day.

I really want to thank especially Anna, Weishan, Dawn, Jojo.
I really loved the chocolate cookies that you all made for me,
i cannot use any words to say thank you but i really treasure
you people becuase it was the most heart-warming gift
i have ever received. I LOVE YOU :DDDDD
Millicent and Kevin, i am super touched when i received your
birthday wishes. I really love you two to bits.

AND TO THOSE WHO CONTRIBUTED IN A WAY OR TWO,
I REALLY JUST WANT TO SAY A BIG THANKYOU
AND I TREASURE YOU PEEPS.
MAY GOD BLESS YOU <3

2009-07-18T09:08:00.000-07:00

as far as i am concern, when its the limit
i will not tolerate anymore. roar!

okay okay peeps i get it, it has really been a LONGGGGGG
time since i updated. CASSANDRA SAYS SORRY *bow*
Well, i got to admit being the LO for AYG for the Kyrgyzstan team was really
super duper fun! :D
The best was to be posted under swimming, got to met up
with the swimmers from the team and they were really nice people.
They don't really know how to speak English but as i spend more
with them, we began to understand each other using sign language.
Another fun part was to meet new people like Mr Kamil, Mr Nic, Wei Shee
and the best was......SORFINAAAAAAA:D
girl i really will miss the times we laugh, slacked in the lounge,
complained how bored we feel and reading magazines.
Oh and of course country batch hunting xP

Even though for that 1 week 2days was really very tiring
and i even fell sick =.= but i felt that everything was worth it.
The screaming at the Sports school for Dimitrii, the
money spent for their souvenirs. it really worth it
and i will miss them to the freaking coreeeee (:
Alright, here comes the nice part.
PICTURE TIMEEEEEE:D
it will be in the next post.

I MISS YOU ALL SO FREAKING MUCH DURING THAT TIME
PEARLYN SHICHEN YOYO NICOLE LINYUAN <33333

2009-06-24T07:33:00.000-07:00

CASSANDRA'S GOING SENTOSA TOMORROW
:DDDDDDD

2009-06-23T08:37:00.000-07:00

i know that things are not as simple as it seems
even though sometimes its a bit hard
i will still let it stay this way .

I really feel damn irritated!
Have you ever been in a mood when you know
there is something that you need to complete
and you are really trying your best but then
you simply could not find any solution to it?
Have you every wanted to plan something very perfect
but found out that there are many loopholes in between?
I HAVE AND I AM CURRENTLY FEELING THIS WAY!
God please bless me ):
i know that i have not "communicated" with you
for quite some time but please forgive me,
many things have been happening.

Anyway yesterday morning met up with the rest to go to the gym,
almost everyone was late except Joven.
Well i only got 2 words to give Joven, TOO BAD :D
We went to run and did the played fish game
at the corner i saw the guys trying to the
inclined pull-up, but it was kinda embarrassing.
2girls came along and actually did better than them,
WAKE UP AND TRAIN MORE PEEPS!
Jiayu and I did the fish game and we were high,
okay let's just say i was high :DDD
After everything we went to T1 to eat and i
really wanted to whack that cashier because she said we
short-changed her $1 when the waitress said $0.80
ROARRRR!
You should have saw our faces, there was only 1 word to describe
UNHAPPY!

After all that UNHAPPINESS, I bumped into mummy
at the entrance and she said Jeannie looked like a sec4.
HI5 JIAYU WE ARE YOUTHFUL!
we were super bored so we went to sunplaza park to play,
IT WAS FUNNNNNNN!
jeannie took a video of us which is mostly about me being hyper,
you want to see it come and ask from me :D
Head on to school and Jiayu told me all about drag me to hell,
JEANNIE YOU PROMISED ME TO WATCH WITH ME
I REMEMBER!
ESSS is currently rehearsing its AYG opening and
Mr Tan you are doing a good job (:
after all the meeting and stuff, Miss Lim
gave the 6 LO's their AYG shirt and passes.
I AM PROUD TO SAY ITS BLUE YEAH YEAH
NO NEED GO SCHOOL YES!
Went to the supermarket with Jeannie and Jiayu to
settle the netball BBQ food and headed home.

NETBALL GRADUATION PARTY IN 2DAYS

SENTOSA OUTING IN 1 DAY
hadianti quickly finish up your homework!!!!!!

2009-06-21T06:51:00.000-07:00

i will not concentrate on it any longer,
life's short to worry about such things :D

Let's just admit it,
to all those people out there who are feeling bored, don't be!
We only left 1week to play and go crazy before we go back to school,
after that everything will go back to normal and homework
will just start to fill up your mind.
I DON'T WANT EVERYTHING TO GO BACK TO NORMAL
I HAVEN'T PLAY ENOUGH YET!
SCREAMMMMMMMM
I know this is kinda bad but i really hope holidays extend another week
but 2 more weeks will also be nice too :D
hey, everyone will not say no to an extra week of play rite ?:D

Anyway today is FATHER'S DAY!
but i think i totally disappoint my dad because i woke up
so freaking late!
I AM SORRY DAD, FORGIVE ME.
Bought him a slice of cake for forgiveness and also a piece of my love,
for the first time he said he love strawberry, yay!
Mum stood at the sight and stare at me with the sad face
so my dad told her that mother's day is over so don't sulk.
lols how can you do that to your wife?!
Went out in the afternoon with mum to the supermarket
while dad went out with his guy friends to celebrate,
he said they were planning to go Changi village and eat.
I WANT TO GO TOO! ):
Came home and i don't know why but i slept for
i think 3hours?!
I got to stop sleeping so much, it only makes me more
lag when i am doing things.

Dad came home with a packet of duck :D
he kept insisting that we got to eat it,
he is still as active as every, let's play basketball together someday.
Ate dinner and glued to my favourite buddy,TV!
Currently trying to spam Shichen's facebook Wall!

AMIRAH YOU ARE GOING TO BE 15
ON A MATTER OF HOURS!
COUNTDOWN :DDDD

2009-06-17T09:36:00.000-07:00

CLASS OUTING YIPEEEEEEE!!!!

I got to say, even though it was not as pleasant
in the beginning but seriously it was fun fun fun:D
I remember that i keep talking to those group of girls,
you all rock my world.
So i met up with yoyo shichen billy jiasheng jeremy
leon roger pearlyn linyuan nicole at Orchid Bowl.
Quite a lot of people uhh, well that's how crazy we were.
Went bowling and yay got a score of 87, manage to get a strike
only at the last round YAY !
In a moment of excitement, i look over at the guys score
and i realised that Jiasheng got 100.
THAT'S REALLY SICK!
the way he bowls is really very hard and we were laughing
super loudly as though the floor will break anytime.
We can never ever forget people like Jeremy,
the way he bowls is just "unique" .
He can do stunts and then lie on the ground before
releasing the ball into the alley but the worst thing is
it went into the "drain" at the side.
TRY HARDER JEREMY!

Pearlyn and I started going crazy when the
thought of KBOX came into our mind.
SCREAMMMMMMMMM
Shichen changed her shoes to the white gladiator
and it was really really nice.
SHICHEN LOOKS NICE IN GLADIATORS :D
Everyone went to the toilet to try on too but i stood at the
side and keep saying that it was pretty :D
After the guys bowled finish, we went KBOX after some
not so nice discussion at the cinema but hey we all got to
agree we all had some fun in one way or two :D
POSITIVITY !
We sang and as usual had the duet with Jeremy and he
really really can sing, he knows how to B-Box too!
Miss Ong told him not to come back to school, LOLS.
Kerxi and Nicole and Pearlyn really know how to sing too!
Okay let's just say that everyone can sing,
because really we all can sing:D

The best thing yet the thing that made me guilty
was that when the person came ind with the bill,
Miss Ong flashed her credit card an i was like HOLY!
Asked her if we should pay her back and she just shook her head,
i was shock and don't know what to say.
MISS ONG YOU ARE REALLY THE BEST,
STAY YOUNG AND PRETTY <3>
After that we went to eat dinner,
the best was there was free flow of ice-cream arhhhhhh.
Okay now come to think of it i kinda regret it,
I NEED TO KEEP MY FITNESS LEVEL FOR NETBALL!
GOD PLEASE BLESS ME.
Took the same bus as Jeremy and Billy,
we kept talking about cutting botak and something
to do with reflection and spotlight,
Mygod it was really funny :D
LET'S DO ALL THIS AGAIN!

PEARLYN LET'S SING 大丈夫 AGAIN!!!!!! :DDDDDDD

2009-06-04T06:14:00.000-07:00

outing with Amirah and Weishan :D

Went out with Amirah and Weishan yesterday,
AMIRAH YOU WERE FREAKING US OUT!
We waited for her like 1hr+++ and we could not even contact her.
Weishan and I felt so helpless, she even wanted to just
go and watch the movies without waiting for her =X
don't ever do that again!
Soon enough the missing lady appeared and she told us
she went to collect her phone so she was late.
Never mind we must be tolerant :D
Watched Monsters vs Aliens, hmmm
let's just say that it was not as interesting as what it was claimed.
Amirah was looking disappointed
Weishan screamed," Huh so that's the whole show?!"
After that we went to this shop with all the notebooks,
Weishan my birthday is 29th July so you know
what to do hahaha joking :D

Anyway today was ambassodar's training,
okay more of like training sec1's hmm
to me it was not very interesting yet not boring,
oh well just glad that it was over.
Went down to learn sewing,
for what purpose shhhh i am not telling,
is for me to know and for you to find out :D
Went to play basketball and it was totally
a big BOOBOO to me.
Shall not speak about it anyway everyone knew how i reacted
but as usual i began laughing after 5mins,
can't bear grudges EXCEPT FOR SOME! ROAR!
went to sew at mac with Lisa Jiayu Jeannie Hadianti
it has been a long long time since we had spend 3hrs
there talking and doing our own things,
WE GOT TO DO THIS AGAIN!!!!!
Let's set another date to do again and Lisa
you better get your wireless account ready
don't waste 3hours for nothing.
WE GOT TO USE YOUR PSP SCREAMMMMMM
:D
Went home with hadianti and we laughed through out
she said i was totally hyper today which i don't understand why.
Well life should be lived this way(:
Anyway i got to give a shout-out to someone,
someone who say i don't want her and don't love her already.

MILLICENT !!!!!!
DON'T BE ANGRY ALREADY OKAY
LOOK YOUR NAME IS BIG HERE!
I STILL CARE :D

2009-06-01T06:32:00.000-07:00

Words of the day :

AYG
ASIAN YOUTH GAMESSSSSSS!

Sounds super grand and honourable right?
TRUST ME ITS NOT!
just check the consent form that got to report to don't know
where which is at City Hall or Orchard until 6pm.
Who knows if there is transportation back,
may god bless me.
May god also bless my teammates on Wednesday,
jiayou for the running although i know its damn tough
but hang on!

Today was crazy!
Went for training in the morning, found the sec4's
all gathered at the foyer to line up for their Olevel Mother tongue
GOOD LUCK PEEPS!
Huipeng and Peixuan came to me carrying hope tat i will wish them luck,
the worst was i actually thought they wanted to come and say good luck
to me for training.
opps, sorry sorry don't worry everything will go well so smile :D
Anyway training was shifted to the hall because of the exams,
believe me today was really tiring!
We ran 10rounds around the court and coach say
we got to continue running until she said stop, we ran ran ran
for like more than 25mins.
Fell my knee started to shout at me that she is in pain but then
no one is going to give a damn about it so i just carried on,
WE MUST HANG ON!
After stopping we did our stretching and did passes for like the rest
of the training without stopping.
Our hands shiver and shiver after training and Natalie
kept telling me to stop shaking when i was drinking Ribena.
Went Starbucks with Hadianti and as usual she was late!
Late for 1hr30mns, don't be late again!!!!!!
We chatted for like 1hr before we started on our homework,
CASSANDRA CONCENTRATE CONCENTRATE!

Oh well let's all just cross our fingers and
hope for a better tomorrow :D

iwanttohavefun. iwanttohavefun. iwanttohavefun

2009-06-01T05:37:00.000-07:00

pictures from last day of school :D

2009-05-30T08:20:00.000-07:00

girls just want to have fun!!!!
this is the best time to let it all out
and let it all go

Okay to those who are still upset and angry with your results
to those who sulk or cry over their class or level position
SHUT UP AND FORGET ALL ABOUT IT!
ITS THE HOLIDAYS! SCREAMMMMM
No one is supposed to talk about exams already
okay i understand that there is a lot of homework
and its not exactly a holiday
i really do understand but seriously this is life ):
so stop sulking and smile, let's all do better next time!

Last day of school was really fun!
pictures will be uploaded next entry(:
Yoyo and I really sweat a lot just to get the cake and surprise ready
for non-other than Miss Ong :D
i kept telling Shi chen to blow me, it was damn hot!
I remember Leon standing at the door
not knowing how to distract Miss Ong oh well
he was really blur.
But in the end, We managed to shock Miss Ong.
She kept saying thank you to all of us, THERE IS NO NEED FOR THANKYOU!
Sat with my clique of girls, Amirah was complaining why i took so long?!
Weh, take cake and make sure the candle still has the flame
can't be done in a short amount of time!
Had breakfast on the floor and chatted.
I started cam-whoring with ShiChen and Nicole,
Junxian was super happy and joined in to take our picture.
ermmm okay glad that he had fun
junxian must smile more and cut down on the screaming :D

Other class like 3E2, small group of 3E5 and 3E3 came to sang
a birthday song for Miss Ong and she was obviously touched.
but hey,
3E1 TOUCHED MISS ONG THE MOST OKAY!
ALL OF YOUR SHIFT ONE SIDE :D
we got cards, 2kg cake, present and SURPRISE for her,
3E1'IANS ROCK ON!!!!!!!
We started planning for our class outing,
sad to say that i may not be able to make it
oh well life is unfair so hope that 3E1 have loads of fun
if i can't go ;D
We ended with the class video and class photo,
Billy ShiChen Yoyo and me contributed yeah(:
but really biggest credit give to yoyo, THANK YOU SO MUCH
On the whole, i really really REALLY enjoyed last day of school,
and i will sure miss all my peeps.

However, there was training damn it.
that was not fun, got sunburn when i came home,
my face was red like a tomato, LITERALLY !
ENDURE ENDURE!
CASS HAS TO BUCK UP:D

Things for June holiday:

-basketball
-movie with Amirah and Weishan
-Kbox with clique
-sentosa trip to play volleyball
-CLASS OUTING!!!!!
-rollar-blading, especially down the slope:D
-cycling
-SHOPPING FOR CLOTHES,i don't want to be insulted again =.=
Jacinta, i know you love it alot lols
-BBQ and handball game with seniors
-play hide-and-seek in school with netballers AGAIN (:
-more time to bond with my computer
-go out with Sharon, Melissa, Samantha, horKuan(hmm maybe?)
-go to the beach again :D

2009-05-23T08:29:00.000-07:00

:D may a smile always be on my face

SHOPPING IS TIRING!
ESPECIALLY THE PART WHERE YOU HAVE TO STAND!
yesterday night, mum told me that Aunty Cynthia is getting married.
CONGRATS CONGRATS! UNCLE DARREN YOU DID IT!
MAKE SURE YOU GET A NICE WEDDING RING FOR HER :D
okay even though is a good thing but then i heard my mum say
today we got to go and buy a nice dress for the dinner.
THIS IS SO NOT A GOOD THING!
my dad first person to give the black face because he knows that
this means that he have to follow us.

I got pulled out from bed at about 10+, so not good roar!
i even plan to sleep until very late then i wake up.
Dress up and then sat in dad's car to City hall,
we started looking at all the dresses and i sulked ):
My dad said i might as well be a guy, my whole cupboard
only have school skirt plus 2 going-out skirts
the rest were pants and shirts!
EVIL! THAT WAS SUPER INSULTING!
Never mind about that, we must be tolerant
anyway half way thorough he left for work so left my mum and I.
Bought the dress and then my mum pulled me into Citygems,
thank god there were chairs to sit, i walk til my leg want to break =.=

Ate dinner and then sat MRT home.
Thank god i was able to watch the korean drama, REALLY THANK GOD!

Cassandra is looking forward to :

PLAYING BBALL TOMORROW!!!!!

2009-05-23T08:16:00.000-07:00

As promised here are the pictures for that outing.
:D

2009-05-21T06:16:00.000-07:00

i am going to have an open heart
because i feel better like this :D
everything will be alright

okay updates updates!
went out with the 3e1 girls yesterday and we had fun:D
once again we went kbox, which i felt super not that hyper
BUT I BECAME HYPER WHEN I WENT INTO THE BIG ROOM!
Nicole said tat i made the trip worthwhile, haha thanks (:
you and Linyuan sang damn well, East Spring Chorale girls can really sing.
Shall update the pictures tomorrow because i am lazy to upload,
it takes time to upload :/

Took back my results today,
well let's just say that it was not very well done
and i am seriously not as happy as i normally am but
hey must be able to learn from mistakes,
so to everyone who belong to the same category as me
WE MUST BUCK UP AND WE WILL DO BETTER,
DON'T WORRY :D
EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE ALRIGHT,
hmm i realised i have said this to grace billions of times.
After checking of papers was Physics,
what a coincidence =.=
everyone did not do well in it but Ms Sakinah came in
with a very encouraging tone and yup
i believe that out class will be more responsive :D
Mr Daniel Ng came in next and like Ms Sakinah,
he gave his touching speech again.
He even shared with us tips to improve in 2 months and
this was supposed to be a 3e1 secret LOLS shhhhh (:
I can only say it was touching till i almost cried, ALMOST ONLY.

Recess was normal, boring and glad to hear that
Jeannie got highest for POA, congrats and we will celebrate.
Glad to hear that Sherman's social studies was highest in his class,
thumbs up :D
Shall not reveal any of my marks,
what's not to besaid shall not be said.
well for others who did not get highest in anything, look on the bright side
its not that you are no good,
its just that there are people who are better than you.
Also there are people out there who are naturally smart
where they don't need to mug
and they can say all day that they will fail their tests or don't do well
but yet they can score freaking well that you feel like screaming at them!
roar! never mind its okay, this means that they are good
Shall not mention names, we must learn to be tolerant (:

After English and the 15mins break, it was the Chemistry workshop.
I give you 2 words, NOT INTERESTING!
Amirah, yoyo and I were ractically dying, okay corrections
EVERYONE FELT LIKE DYING IN THE LAB!
we kept repeating and repeating and the BEST is
there is another session nest thursday "yay" =.=
thank god there was ice-cream to eat,
in courtesy of Miss Chan thankyou thank you :D
Went to play basketball with the normal gang and it was really fun!
Bangxiang said," And today's MVP goes to .... CASS!"
LOLS thank you thank you?
but who cares, EVERYONE IS HAVING FUN, EVEN DINGYUAN
SO EVERYONE IS A VALUABLE PLAYER ON THE COURT!

One last thing before ending this wordy post,
DINGYUAN IS GOOD IN SHOOTING:D

2009-05-19T07:36:00.001-07:00

sometimes you got to look
beyond the imperfections and just smile :D
because no matter how difficult it is
you will turn out to be fine . . .

EXAMS ARE OFFICIALLY OVERRRR!
S.C.R.E.A.M. !!!!
sometimes i wonder when is the best time to slack
and don't give a damn about anything, hmm
looks like this is the best time!
I am just going to play play play
but when you start to think, you only have 1 day
to play like you last play but just that more crazily
and you also have only 1 day
to pray that you can pass all your subjects.
arhhhh what the hell, no point in worrying
so Shichen you should also stop feeling so 沉重 :D

I remember once Miss Ong collected my paper,
i turn behind and started talking to Weishan about our holiday plans.
Then slowly the class became super noisy and Miss Ong
told us not to be overly excited.
Eh who won't be?!
Chiong home with jeannie Shichen yoyo jojo billy jeremy,
got to get ready to go out in the afternoon.
Shichen yoyo and me kept talking about tomorrow's plans
while the rest were talking about hmmm i don't know? (:
We talked about MANY things,
my god we should not be saying such things!
Well that's for you to find out :D

Slacked at home and then soon was time for KBOX!
For i think the second time, hadianti was early?
Let's applause *claps*
Jeannie was saying, this is nothing compared to we
waiting for you for 2-3 hours hahaha.
Totally agree :D
Went in and we sang till 7pm, cold like crazy
worst was Shimin did not bring her jacket, too bad =X
reached home and saw Shichen saying that i got to remember our DATE,
Don't worry Shichen i can't wait for our DATE :D shhhhh

CASSANDRA IS LOOKING FORWARD TO :

going with the 3e1 girls tomorrow.
SHICHEN WE GOT TO CAMWHORE :D

exams exams examssssss

2009-05-10T01:32:00.000-07:00

its the struggles that make you stronger
its the changes that make you wise
but at the end, you know that everything will be okay.

Okay exams are really very very near, its like starting next week!
SCREAMMMMMMM!
I admit i was really frustrated this few days,
frustrated about many things that i didn't want to blog.
back then i felt as though everything
went the opposite direction.
but soon i was okay, yeah :D POSITIVITY!
yesterday was the last day i saw Derick and Li Zhen
will only see them during school holiday,
sure to really miss them especially Li Zhen!
I will miss the times we talk about life
i will miss the times when i laughed at you and your sweetheart
and i will miss the times when we laughed . . . ):
good luck to your exams too, MAKE SURE U SCORE WELL!

Weekends are really about mugging, nothing special.
I promise that i will throw my books one side after exam
and i promise that i will play hard, very hard!
Got to go out with Pearlyn Nciole Shichen to Kbox
got to go out with Lisa
got to go buy my bag with Jeannie
p.s. my current one has a hole and the bottom roar!
got to go for class outing
and most importantly ...

SENTOSA WITH NETBALLERS AND FRIENDS!

hmm looks like i will be kinda busy during the holidays,
outings and netball trainings really are going to tiring
lols exams have not even come and i am planning for holidays.
CASSANDRA FOCUS FOCUS! :DDD
okay wish me luck for exams
god please bless me <3>

happy belated birthday to ROGER TAY!
hope you like the present we bought,
make full use of it or else return to us lols
now you are 14 going on 15, time to be grow up :D
jiayou in everything you do

looks like there are too many memories to be forgotten
i don't think i will every be ready for new things
i will always remember that voodoo doll

2009-05-05T06:08:00.000-07:00

CASSANDRA IS VERY VERY VERY FRUSTRATEDDDDDDDDDDD
SHE CAN'T STAND EVERYTHING THAT IS HAPPENING AROUND HER
ITS LIKE SOMETHING PRESSING ON HER HEAD.
THIS IS CRAZY !!!!!!!!!!! ):

2009-05-03T07:02:00.001-07:00

keep telling yourself that this is part of being stronger !

okay tell you peeps something,
mummy hint me that she wants a diamond ring
for her Mother's Day present. HOW EVIL WAS THAT?!
daddy gave her THAT look and said i give you carbon,
diamond is made from carbon. HOW LAME!
Did my usual stuff in the morning, shall cut down on this minor stuff.
I am proud to say that i completed all the cluster paper,
of course not counting Maths and Chinese. :D
hmm looks like Cass is somewhat prepared for her Chemistry paper,
BRING IT ON!!!! ONE MUST LEARN TO ACCCEPT CHALLENGES!

Studied from 2+ to 6.45pm, of course i did slacked at some point in time,
CASS is not a robot :D
Mummy kept commenting about the people who
won the Star Awards just recently, what's wrong with her?
Daddy asked me ridiculous questions
which just makes me want to beat him. ROARRRR!
He asked me what kinda ice-cream do i like,
told me to be a scientist when i grow up so that i can save the Earth,
told me to be good in Physics Chemistry Maths so that i can
exterminate the sea of virus underneath the icebergs,
he even ask me what type of guy i like.
WHAT'S WRONG WITH HIM?! 老爸你真的非常地怪！不要吓我！

Anyway i waited and waited for 7.30 to come.
Finally something nice to watch, X-MEN THE LAST STAND!
hmm i am beginning to see why i like cartoons
and animes that have people fighting with supernatural powers.
NARUTO!!!!!!!
Realised that next Sunday's show was super lame and childish,
okay there goes my Sunday night ZZZ
where did all the justice go ????
oh well, everything happens for a reason...

Currently i hope for a better week :D

Today is the 157th day
yesterday was the 156th time i was drown by thoughts
how long more can i sustain
i really just wonder

2009-05-02T09:39:00.000-07:00

i really got to start thinking ...

Today morning was a good one.
Mum told me that science tutor not coming,
i was like YAY CAN SLEEP MORE!
but actually come to think of it, exams are round the corner
so DERICK WHERE ARE YOU?
woke up at 9.30, definitely felt more alert than usual
watched tv and i saw daddy falling asleep on the sofa,
everyone is really sleepy:D
helped my mum with her stuff and woke my dad up
with a big smack from my mighty hand. *grins*
Discussed with him about Mother's Day present, OSIM chair
that's what he suggested.
I look at him with my big eyes, our house not that big okay =.=

I just idle around and then found it was near 2pm zzzz
so not cool. IT WAS MUGGING TIME!
2hours past and i felt like i wanted to drop dead and sleep
CASS YOU REALLY GOT TO GAIN BACK YOUR HYPER_NESS
but seriously how am i supposed to do that?
everyday is getting more n more tiring for me
its like as though nothing new is happening, B.O.R.I.N.G.
I really want time to not pass so fast ):

watched 爱就宅在一起 and at that point i knew why i feel so tired
well, that's something for me to know and for you to find out :D
Continued with my cluster paper and i think i do until gong diao
I ACTUALLY SAID CHEM WAS FUN DOING! MY GOD
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!
anyway anyway 2 of my friends have became 1 year older
so let's all put your hands together and wish them.

WISHING XINYING A HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYY
MAY GOD BLESS HER :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YANGWEI!
I TOLD YOU I WILL REMEMBER WHAT, SURPRISE!
POKE YOU :D

what am i suppose to do?
i am tired of crying for THAT stupid reason
its just dumb.
i know its useless but i still carry hope

2009-04-30T09:07:00.000-07:00

if this is how its supposed to be, i rather pretend it didn't happened

everyone lets all shout H.O.L.I.D.A.Y. *cheers*
Okay i really got to say is really super cool that tomorrow is Labour day.
Everyone get to enjoy 1 off day, thank you Lord.
Anyway today was the first day of exams,
WRITING OF COMPOSITIONS!!!!
I remember when i saw the topics i gave the =.= face,
how lame can the topics be?
friendship, peer pressure, 3 expositions .
Didn't Ms Wani said that we should refrain from wrting expositions
then how come so many of it, stupid stupid stupid .
Everything went fine and it was recess.
it was weird to see so many people at the same recess, weird man~
Sat beside Jeannie at the usual spot and chatted,
realised that i spent most of my time with her this week.
JEANNIE YOU SHOULD FEEL HONOURED ! just joking
Chinese exam was the same, lame topics but just a bit better,
Okay skip the exam part, no one here wants to know
how you felt during exams!

The usual gang of us went to run just that it was the gym.
Stadium occupied by St Hilda's damn it,
saw miss chan at the Gym and got to say she is fit!
We stayed there for kinda long, ate and went home.
Felt damn uncomfortable in the bus,
couples in school uniform doing things they should not do
JUST BESIDE ME! *stunned*
Dear mother complained about her broke nail to me
and was saying how much pain she has suffered.
MUMMY, IS JUST A BROKEN NAIL!
WHO TELL YOU GO BOWLING WITHOUT CUTTING NAILS.

thanks to all who send me encouraging sms_es before exams,
friends rule the world! Let's all jiayou for other papers :D

And Mag, thanks for the encouragement. <3>

if only i got the courage
if only i wasn't so rash
if only i knew how to be more forgiving
oh what's the point, its too late...

2009-04-27T07:10:00.001-07:00

Its crap that an idiot will keep his promises!

Today morning was nice!
Hadianti and me sang to Ashley Tisdale's new song : it's alright it's ok
SCREAMMMMMM!!!! HER NEW ALBUM GUILTY PLEASURE IS OUT!
I SO WANT TO HAVE ALL HER SONGS!
Kelly Clarkson released a new MV: I Do Not Hook Up
nice. nice . nice
I sound like a spokesperson, cut it out !
Anyway, the bell rang and saw Weishan and Charmaine again.
we talked on our way up the class,
we actually ran up the stairs with our heavy bags.
They were like, Cass wahhhh very tired, i just smiled.
At that point, i suddenly realised that someone was not her usual self.
Who is that person?
Is someone for me to know and for you to find out :D *shhhhh*

Lessons were normal except for English and SS test, big booboo for me!
Seriously, this was the 1st time i rush through my paper like mad!
OH MY GOD, DEAR LORD PLEASE BLESS ME ):
Extra Physics lesson was surprisingly not too bad, i was awake.
Good job Cass! :D
Went to the CCA room and look for Jeannie and Hadianti and Jiayu,
thanks darlings for waiting for me (:
Went to the bus stop with usual peeps
and slacked over there with Hadianti until Weijie came.
Talk about many many MANY UNBELIEVEABLE THINGS.
Want to know about it?
Once again i will repeat,
Its something for me to know and something for you to find out :D

Reached home and did my homework,
buck up Cassandra! Exams are really coming!
jiayou jiayou jiayou
Let's all work hard together!
To THAT UPSET PERSON, cheer up (:
Shall upload, the NTUC Eldercare pictures another time

I'm sorry for blaming you,
everything that i could not do.
I've hurt myself for hating you and it's out of line
to turn back time . . .

2009-04-25T19:30:00.001-07:00

Silence kills the ones who were happy

Opps i just realised that i took so long to update, sorry :D
Anyway last Thursday, Everyone went to NTUC Eldercare
and actually it was not as boring as what i thought.
Spending time with the old folks was not a bad thing after all,
but then of course there were many stupid problems that arise.
Firstly, we were short of money and Grace was freaking irritated
secondly, Sheryl and i got to teach the class the dance in 30mins
which we actually did. woohoo thumbs up!
Thirdly, we did not have any speakers roar!
I hear my name be called everywhere, Cass cass cass
got to admit i was kinda frustrated that i want to give up
but hey we still succeeded :D

At the Eldercare, everyone performed and i sang with Jeremy
the feeling was kinda weird but fun,
the trips going to Kbox last year really paid off haha :D
Played some games with them and did their exercises with them,
i told Jeremy that we got to take note of this place
so that next time old can come here.
Soon after, Miss Ong say we can go already, woah that's fast.
Took a picture with Magdeline and then we were off.
Went home with hadianti and then mugged .

On Friday after school, Hadianti jeannie Weijie and I
went to run at the stadium.
managed to run 12 rounds around the stadium,
that's not too bad Cassandra :D
but the experience sucked, it was so freaking hot
the wind is hot so you fee double the heat, damn it!
Hadianti was slacking at the steps there listening to her soongs
roar! You got to stop slacking Beloved! :D
by the way our 5th month is coming lols
Went to eat swensens and flocked to the library to study.
Regretted eating the ice-cream, caused me to be sick *vomits*
and including a bad tummyache.
Cassandra shall not eat ice-cream after running (:

What am i thinking now?
I am thinking of just having super poweres to quickly complete my work
and so that i can glue to my anime again,
realised that Full Metal Alchemist brotherhood is out, yay!
Have been waiting for the second season to come for like 2 years,
need to give credit to ANIMECRAZY SITEMASTER :D

ps. big thank you to those who wished me a speedy reccovery, thanks peeps :D
thank you god <3>

2009-04-20T06:45:00.001-07:00

Today morning was same like others, tiring.
Hadianti just lay on her bag and sleep in the atrium.
"Cass when 7.10 tell me!" after she lie down there like a log
oh well they day started off like how i expected it to be :D
First period was Chemistry, i told myself not to judge Mr Vinodh and
just listen to whatever he is teaching. I am weak in pure Chemistry!
Never mind Casandra shall work hard for this coming exam :D
To my surprise, his teaching improved. Thumbs up, looks like my prayer worked!
Thanks Lord, you are loved <3>
After that it was Amaths and as usual,
Jiasheng and I helped each other out.
Really got to give a big shout out to someone,
shall shout it out at the end of the post :D

Chinese period was seriously fun!
Teacher wanted to call people to ans the questions in the homework,
so he started out with calling Yoyo and then everyone go to call
someone who they wanted to sabo.
Jiasheng and I started predicting who will be called next
and we were all right. We stared laughing which we don't understand why.
During English period we heard about the Japan trip.
Everyone's reaction was JAPANNNNNN! I WANT TO GO!
Leon was telling to chill but i was too high,
OF COURSE LAH! BEIJING WAS THE FURTHEST I WENT!
YOU ARE NOW TALKING ABOUT JAPAN!
WHO WON'T BE HIGH!
but my mum said a big fat NO to me, oh my god
can't take it ):

RISE lesson was presenting our performance for METTA,
can't believe i am going to sing 屋顶 with Jeremy, GOD!
WE TWO HAVE TO BE DRAMATIC!!!!!
After extra Chemistry lesson, went home with Jeannie
and we chatted alot alot alot, kinda miss her lols (:
LET'S HOPE FOR A BETTER TOMORROW

now here comes the shout out!
Listen up peopleeeeeee

its for tuchun!
爸爸爸爸爸爸！！！！！
THANKYOU FOR EXPLAINING PARTIAL FRACTIONS
TO ME ! i KNOW ITS IRRITATING THAT I KEEP
CALLING YOU EVERY SINGLE DAY FOR YOU
TO COME TO MY TABLE AND EXPLAN
BUT STILL THANKYOU!

Here is a special message for Xavier:

Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to XAVIERRRRR, happy birthday to you!
Sorry no presents for you, now got a bit of cash-flow problem
so let's hope that you have an enjoyable today
Dear Lord, may you bless this soul with all the happiness he can get
and take away all the unhappiness that he experienced, amen :D

2009-04-18T21:16:00.000-07:00

Cass Gor: bt glad to noe tat u r having fun in sch

cass: hmm having fun? well not very sure about that, but i miss talking to you :D

PEARLYN: lazy update la.... hahaha

Cass: get out from your lazy sickness!

YUAN TENG: heylo. hahha. didn't know you link me. i'll link you soon! xD

Cass: yeah okay :D

2009-04-18T20:57:00.000-07:00

i tried fixing it
but i guess i didn't try hard enough...

Woke up at 9+ and i actually went back to sleep
because i was super lazy.
Cass you really got to step up!
Was not a smooth sailing morning, definitely a big no no!
Mum shouted at me early in the morning, why?
just because i didn't pack up my books properly
thank god i got my superman daddy who helped me to speak up.
My mum was like,
"You think you own this whole table is it? CLEAR UP THE BLOODY MESS!
i CAN'T STAND YOUR STINKING ATTITUDE"
Then my dad was like,
" What's your problem? Early morning shout scared i can't hear you is it?
Tell her nicely to pack up cannot arh!"

I was standing at the side with my eyes staring wide,
i officially think that my dad is really the best guy i ever have.
Thumbs up :D he rockkkkksssssss
Anyway, i suddenly just realised is already Sunday
Damn why does time pass so freaking fast!
Cassandra you really got to study you left about 6weeks,
jiayou you can do this :DDDDD !!!
After eating my breakfast my dad look at me and ask
what are we buying for Mother's Day.
WOAH SUPER DUPER RANDOMMMMM
now i can understand why people say i am hyper and random (:
its all in the genes :DDDDD

nothing much to say, oh well shall start blogging more tonight.

i can only think, miss, and cry
my tears have dried up and its all because of
you...

2009-04-18T02:32:00.000-07:00

ATTENTION ATTENTION!
TO ALL THE 3E1'IANS ,
THERE WILL BE EXTRA CHEMISTRY LESSON THIS COMING MONDAY
2.30-4.OO
SPREAD TO AS MANY PEOPLE AS POSSIBLE!
:D

2009-04-18T01:32:00.000-07:00

i know i will be stronger as it fades

Finally is Saturday! i have been waiting for this for quite some time!
Exams are coming and suddenly school is starting to become kinda boring,
have been writing essays essays and more essays.
B.O.R.I.N.G.
Found out that i have cluster papers which i have not complete.
roarrrrr!
never mind i will try to complete as soon as possible :D
JIAYOU CASS !!!!
Went to Seoul garden with Jeannie and Hadianti yesterday,
we damn power sia!
We stayed there for 4hours+ talking and eating slowly,
i ate so many oranges which i don't really understand why.
Went to buy Jasmine's present, sorry for the super belated one
hope you like it :D
Rushed home and stared watching tv, as usual :)
fell asleep until the next morning, there goes my Friday night =.=

Woke up kinda early and went through both of my tuition,
loved maths tuition because it was super fun.
can't believe i just said that but it was!
During the 2 hours, Li Zhen and I kept talking and doing
maths questions. Fun Fun Fun, let's do it again!
We totally rock!
Roger just told me that there is extra Chemistry lesson on Monday,
finally Miss Chan has returned!
Anyway wish me good luck to me,
got to send to all the girls in my class .

I was counting on forever, but now i will never know.
It's like i am looking from a distance,
standing in the background.
i got to tell myself that this is reality, i got to stop.

2009-04-13T06:48:00.000-07:00

yeah, i know that i will heal it myself !

Today was a bad yet not too bad day,
well everyone is bound to face some ups and downs in their lives
and this is just 1 of those days.
THE FIRST GOOD THING, MR VINODH WAS ON MC!
THIS MEANS THAT MISS CHAN CAME BACK!
woohoo, thumbs up.
She said that she was going to re-teach The Mole concept
and for the 1st time everyone cheer for the extra lesson.
This explains how effective Mr Vinodh teaching is to us =.=
Got back my Chem test, hmm not too bad after all.
Cheers for Cassandra :D

THE FIRST BAD THING, MR NG DIDN'T COME!
I remember that i keep yawning because i was super bored
doing ex4.3 , jiasheng kept chionging and repeating
I DON'T WANT TO HAVE ANY HOMEWORK TODAY!
His crazy man!
THE SECOND BAD THING, i screw up in my 听写.
SCREW UP BIGGGG TME!
Is like suddenly you just forget everything, damn it BIG BOO BOO!
oh well its okay, its not even tested in exam so who cares :D

THE MOST BORING THING,
ASSEMBLY WAS SERIOUSLY FREAKING BORING!
Dance appreciation, my god it was like boredom appreciation =.=
Nobody understand the type of ART the people were doing,
but still overall it was a good performance :D
Came back to class and we started planning for our Metta trip .
Yoyo and I were in charged of the finding of songs, really old songs.
Really hope no one screws up on that day, oh well
if someone really screws up its all part of the fun :D
Netball was thirsty for me,
only senior to lead the training and it was really tough.
Talked like robot for 2hours++
man it was tiring!

I so want to go to Tampines 1 when its not crowded!!!!

2009-04-10T21:54:00.000-07:00

the smiling partners <3

sheer bliss-

Weishan! Fetch me go Chinatown!

As promised, i uploaded the pictures of LTA !

i think i have overcame my lazy-to-update-blog sickness,
give 3 cheers for cassandra!!!!!
Yesterday night i did this very weird thing,
i compiled all my rock songs into a playlist and uploaded it into my ipod.
Before i slept, i kept listening to it and i actually kept singing LOLS
random random.
I can be such a girl rocker!
Woke up at 8+ today, well i have science tuition BOOO!
Started watching my cartoon adn my dad came to me and say i was childish.
ROAR! WHAT'S WRONG WITH WATCHING CARTOON!
no insults!
He said i love watching all the boys cartoon when i am young,
that explains why i like to watch Ben10 =.=
oh my god, hadianti you are right, i can never grow up!

WE NEED TO START DRESSING LIKE A GROWN UP!
maybe is really time to buy some decent clothes and
stop wearing all the same type, super predictable!
Mum said she was going to go our with Aunty Agnes
while daddy said he needs to go to work.
oh well, i am all alone again ): DOUBLE BOO!

nothing can replace memories,
i think i will not be able to shake it off
in need of courage

2009-04-10T09:02:00.000-07:00

sorry for the recent MIA, its missing in action :D
really not in the correct mood to type how i feel
because almost everyday is the same old thing.

school. school. school
homework
projects
netball
worst of all_ EXAMS~!

didn't really expect that i would have to go through this stressful ordeal again,
time just past like in a blink of an eye,
arhhh don't want to think about it screammmmmmmm!
oh well this is all part of a student's life, cass do not complain >.<
Well what have i done so far?
nothing much, really.
at least nothing new just that went to 3e1's first field trip :D

LAND TRANSPORT AUTHORITY! (LTA)

like girls, everyone started chatting and camwhore.
I did took pictures but shall upload tomorrow :D i promise
the funny thing is when we wanted to walk down the atrium
to go assemble, Charmaine Nicole Shichen yoyo and me
started talking about SOMEONE!
shhh - its 3e1 girls little secret :D
Charmaine was super hiong, she started telling me everything,
rock on girl (:
LTA was fun and the best was the aircorn and the hi-tech stuff.
besides that, realised that our class are really actually kinda united i
yeah that's what i am talking about, UNITY!
Became Shichen's photo partner, i want to do it again!

suck. suck. suck

2009-03-18T09:08:00.000-07:00

projects. homework. play.
The 3 main things a student always have in mind,
getting tired of everything.
sometimes just feel like not doing any work for 1 whole week
and don't give a damn what any teachers say about me.
Dreaming in my La La Land again.

-BACK TO REALITY-

Today was definitely THE SUCKIEST DAY IN THE HOLIDAYS!
Don't want to say anything much because its not nice,
anyway those in school today should have seen.
The words that is always in our mind are
you got to step it up and forget about all these, endure!
but really has anyone think that we are tired, VERY TIRED!
Really need to have some time to think about it
don't want to make a bad misake.
ANYWAY!
Yesterday was very fun!
Went Kbox with hadianti, Jeannie and Weijie,
thank god weijie went to book so we got the big room
that can sit 24 people with a pool table!
THANK YOU WEIJIE!
IT WAS NICE TAKING PICTURES OF US EVERYTIME!
QUICK SEND TO ME.
we smuggled food into the room and nobody found out,
fun fun fun.

Getting tired of typing, eyes closing.
same like yangwei, i really need to have some sleep.
Anyway, some pictures of life so far! ( at the top)

2009-03-14T06:58:00.000-07:00

Everyone spell, H O L I D A Y!

Finally i have been waiting for this time to come.
enough of tests
enough of homework
enough of getting up early to just a bus to go to school
ENOUGH OF ALL THE STUPID STUFF IN SCHOOL!
sick and tired of going to school to attend lessons
its time to have a short break- :D

OH WHO AM I KIDDING
REWINDDDD://<<<<

teachers are throwing projects and homework to do,
its A STACK OF WORK IN SO LITTLE TIME PEOPLE!
screammmmmmmmm ):
GOD QUICK BLESS ME THAT I CAN DO A GOOD JOB
AND YET ABLE TO STILL HAVE FUN (:

Yesterday went out with BELOVED HADIANTI
it was fun fun fun!
we 2 got to rush to board the bloody bus and worst was
she walk super fast and i stupidly run at the front =.=
IT WAS SO DUMB!
sat in the bus at we talk talk and talk.
Went to each the $3.90 chicken rice after that
watch RACE TO WITCH MOUNTAIN!
Cool to the core, there was THE ROCK!
we were laughing and laughing and said Mr Tan's name,
lols what the hell.
Went to Coffee Bean and drank the Mocha ice blended,
it was so nice and comfortable like crazy!
In the end we sat there for like 1hr45 mins talking
about many many things including finding Hadi's hp.
BE ORGANISED LAH MDM!
Went home at 8+ and it super fun
we even plan what to do for the next week already.
Crazy to the core!
let's do this again!

I know i will have the strength to be strong
its just a matter of time.
maybe being happy to quickly was the biggest problem
we must always be patient.
I shall really think this over for this whole period of time
i don't want to be another big stupid dumb idiot
ever ever ever again.
Don't have the ability to take it once again.
reaching the limit soon

2009-03-13T08:37:00.000-07:00

i got to admit!
I am guilty for ignoring my blog since february.
guilty of not updating blog links
guilty of changing blog skin
guilty of not tagging other people's blog
guilty of not updating my music player.

I AM GUILTY REALLY GUILTY.

So for now blog will be under construction,
will update it by Monday (:
Patience patience patience....

Sorry Hadianti, i PROMISE YOU i will update :D

2009-02-10T07:02:00.000-08:00

everything starts to make a lot of sense now
i can really have that strong instincts.
i don't now if i was thinking too much
but what you did is getting more and more understandable
maybe its true,
all you got to do is believe and be patient.
everything is too similar
homework
lessons
mistakes
and even just a simple bump smile and look.
thank you God for everything that you have done
all i can do is just to say i prayer to you now,
i believed that you were beside me during this period of time
and you really loved me so much that you offer your help.
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING
i have been reading the bible lols (:
bless me for whatever i do Amen

2009-02-10T06:38:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIM WEIJIE!!!!!!!
PS NEVER UPLOAD THE PICTURES,
HOPE YOU LOVE ALL YOUR PRESENTS
(ESPECIALLY OURS xP)
REMEMBER US ALWAYS (:

today's lesson was as usual, can sum up with a few words.
normal , nothing special, not high except a-maths.
Jiasheng and I kept saying freaking funny things
that we laugh until TuChun papa kept looking at us.
After lesson, went to celebrate sim weijie's birthday
and i took 2 of his chocolate cookies.
ALEXIS AND JULIAN ARE FREAKING GOOD BAKERS (:
BAKE MORE BAKE MORE
after that the normal group
went to slack and walk about in the school
so that can skip some time during Malay conversational.
SAW JAROD AND CHARMAINE
AND CHONG KENG AND JOEL
AND YIWEN AND KARYL AND MARCUS!
I MISS JAROD AND CHAIRMAINE<33
they all went into the same jc which is good.
during conversational everyone did their homework
and nobody really care what cikgu was saying.

After everything, Jiayu and i went for inter-class.
In less than 1hr, i was playing what the hell
can't believe i so hyper.
Netballers were in 1 team and BangXian Jerome Wejie
were in another. IT WAS FUN AND SWEATY!
Talk to zhankang after that and he was super angry
because everyone suan_NED him about someone.
opps (:
jiayou zhankang you get to ENJOY it for another 1year 11months 18days(:
before i go i want to say thank you to a few people.

FARZANAAAAA MY LOVE NO.2 !
THANKS FOR ENCOURGAING ME !
THANKS FOR TELLING ALL MY MISTAKES AND
GOOD THINGS I DO ON COURT,
YOU ARE LOVED LVOED LOVED

JASMINE THE CHINA WOMEN!
THANKS FOR TALKING TO ME
DURING MALAY LESSON.
I KNOW WE ARE NOT AS CLOSE AS BUDDIES
BUT LET'S TRY OKAY(:
JIAYOU IN A-MATTHS TOO
I AM HERE TO HELP ((:

EDWIN~
THANKS FOR TALKING TO ME
THESE FEW DAYS.
IT REALLY MAKES ME FEEL BETTER,
APPRECIATE YOU SHARING YOUR TROUBLES TOO.
JUST RELAX AND EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY
THAT PERSON IS FORGIVING.
JIAYOU JIAYOU

LASTLY....
HUIPENGGGGGGGG!
I KNOW THAT I SAY THANK YOU
TO YOU MILLIONS OF TIMES
BUT ONCE AGAIN THANKS FOR THE ENCOURAGEMENT!
YOU ARE MY SUPER NO.1

thank you to this wonderful people...
you all really helped me alot <3

2009-02-09T05:43:00.000-08:00

fate. fate. fate. ?
something very interesting happened and
i can proudly say that it really made me happy.
shall not say much about it since i am so lazy to say about it:D
can't believed i actually smiled when i heard THAT from jiasheng
damn, i don't know what to say when i heard about it hahaha
super duper weird.
is this a sign?
is this a hint drop by God?
oh what the hell stop worrying Cass!
stop it stop it stop it -
running up the stairs i bumped into you and we got back the same reaction,
this is an improvement i think?
let's hope everything will be better tomorrow:D
i must believe because i have a hunch that my instincts are kinda true ~

2009-02-09T05:20:00.000-08:00

Lessons were super duper slow today,
Physics lesson we just spend like 1period+
to enjoy scolded by Miss Sakina.
She was damn angry and that affected everyone's mood,
May God make her be less angry tomorrow Amen (:
Chinese lesson was next and cher just kept talking
talking and talking. OMG Jiasheng and I almost sleep.
A-maths was kinda boring too.
So looking forward to this lesson yet it was so blend.
we spend half of our history lesson to go and take photo,
THERE GOES MY $5 =.=
We sign the paper and then we were off for our match.

Results was 22-24, we lost by 2 freaking points ):
Obviously i got scolded like shit after playing 1-quarter only,
CASS YOU GOT TO REALLY BUCK UP!
WHY ARE YOU PLAYING SO DIFFERENTLY WHEN YOUR IN KALLANG
WHERE IS THE CONFIDENCE?
STOP WORRYING SO MUCH ALREADY BECAUSE ITS
ONLY GOING TO GET IN YOUR WAY ALL THE TIME!
CONFIDENCE CONFIDENCE CONFIDENCE!
I KNOW THAT I CAN DO MUCH BETTER
AND I DEFINITELY CAN DO THIS! :D
okay that really made me feel much better,
OH ALMOST FORGOT!
got to dedicate this shoutout to another person.
This person is non-other than beloved Huipeng!

THANKYOU PENG FOR
YOUR ENCOURAGING.
THANKS FOR CHEERING ME UP WHEN YOU SAW
THAT I WAS NOT LIKE MY NORMAL SELF.
THANKS FOR ALL THE ADVICE(:
I LOVE YOU HUIPENG ((((:

after the match i slept on the bus
and woke up only when i almost reach my stop.
Eunice farzana and Desiree kept laughing at Susu and I
when we were sleeping. They even took pictures
of us leaning on each other when we sleep.
pervert. pervert. pervert!
never mind i am forgiving LOLS (:
Oh and got to cheer Edwin up after seeing his sms.
Edwin ar Edwin, don't think about it already, it won't help.
I am sure everything will be alright,
jiayou in your studies you sure own me in studies.
Jiayou jiayou jiayou :D
Cass is always here ~

JIAYOU ES NETBALLERS!
IT IS NOT OVER YET,
WE STILL HAVE A VERY HIGH CHANCE
TO GET INTO THE 2ND ROUND!
WE CAN DO THIS!

2009-02-06T07:03:00.000-08:00

selling smiles and happens every single day,
i really don't know what to say.
Maybe its just all my own imagination,
choose not to listen to what others tell me although
its the things i wish to hear all along
because i want to say thank you to you not a I HATE YOU.
Thanks to you
you made me get a little bit smarter
makes me work a little bit harder
makes me get a bit stronger
makes me get more and more wiser
makes my skin a little bit thicker.
stopping myself from repeating the same freaking mistake like last year.
if you really still do, then don't hide anymore i am still the old me
nothing has changed at least that's what i think and feel.
I know everything will become clearer and get better in time.
But would i be able to wait until that so called time to come?
maybe i deserved to feel like this, i should not have been so rash
if only i hold on a little longer and just forgive,
everything would have been all better,
oh well i will just continue smiling smiles until the time i could be free

2009-02-06T06:47:00.000-08:00

o2o2o8 is a very important date
is the date i am OFFICIALLY steaded with Hadianti.
Lover, who say different class can't be together and close hahaha
i just won your heart lols sounds wrong :D
Anyway love you love you love you love you love you
love you love you love you love you love you love you (:

2009-02-06T05:42:00.000-08:00

"words are not meant to explain everything sometimes ....

Today is finally FRIDAY :D
clap clap clap
i have been waiting for this day to come to me since
the early of this week and it has come!
Today my pretty miss ong never come to school because she on course
that's why today feel so weird without her talking to me.
Got to mark 3e1's attendance and i tell you
i can only say it with one sentence ;

IT WAS SO PAISEH !
EVERYONE WAS LIKE LOOKING!
WHO THE HELL IS THIS GIRL!
ROARRRRRRR!

Got to give a special shout out to someone and that is ;

GRACE HO!
Thank you for offering to help me out in the morning,
thank youuuuuu :D
you made my day much much better
and Roger tay next week is your turn to do it.

After that it was A-maths!
yay yay yay :D
Mr ng carried on teaching Log and i kept
doing random things in from of jiasheng.
I kept saying Log Log Log in front of him
don't know why i so hyper lols . What's wrong with you cass?
Cher gave so much homework, thanks ALOT .
Chinese period was boring,
刘老师 kept talking and talking . . . .
OH MY GOD I CAN'T FOCUS!
English was super duper exciting.
we got our 1st eng project ad Ms Wani told us our groups.
As usual i am always group no.1
Estelle, Fuxian and my bestie Syukri are in the same group as me.
4 of us was like which story to choose hahaha :D
fun fun fun, LET'S JIAYOU DUDES AND DUDIES

Chemistry got to do some kinda experiment.
Miss Chan told us to take safety goggles which is of no use =.=
Jeremy say Cass you must wear,
later got water splash onto you, need protection.
Haiyo Jeremy arh! Very funny orh!
Recess time was normal nothing special happen
After recess was social studies and MdmNoreen lost her voice,
jiayou in getting her voice back (:
She gave out that long piece of worksheet
and then she say remember next week
that have everyone's favourite test, SCREAMMMMMM!
When school end, went to 3e5 to play poker shhhhhh.
After that we taxi_ed down to Anglicon High to watch the match
and good job the B division won (:
we bus_ed back to school and played badmnton
with Diana and Agnes.
Hadi and me look like 2 idiots in the hall anyhow surfing and smacking
ANOTHER TIME I FEEL SO PAISEH!
Spent my last few time with hadianti before coming home,
by the way thanks hadi for everything at the busstop
I LOVE YOU MY LOVER (:
*i write big big okay you should know what to do hahaha :D*

2009-01-31T21:18:00.000-08:00

"Friends will always complete your life" ~

Yesterday was really tiring and thirsty after saturday training.
The sun was superrrrr hot from about 10-11am,
that's after training hadianti and I walk so fast to the bubble tea shop,
everyone followed so and you see all of us smiling after drinking.
I turned and look at everyone.
That's when i suddenly feel so lucky to have this bunch of crazy people
with me from the beginning of sec1.
these people are my beloved netballers, these people are my true friends.
Friends will always complete my life.
Sitting the bus home suddenly makes me feel that
you know what, you will be okay with whatever happens.
you have good friends, you are in a good class,
you have at least a small group of true friends in your class
and the best of all is God is there for you.
everything happens for a cause, be it good or bad.
So for whatever that happen in the past, its just a lesson for you to learn.
all the not happy times its just for you to be stronger,
cry it all out for once AND THAT'S IT!

After getting home, daddy ask me if my ankle was okay.
for the 1st time i told him saying that knee and ankle was painful,
he told me to bathe and then he straight away massage for me.
THE FEELING OF HAVING SOMEONE TO CARE FOR YOU IS SHUANG DE!
after slacking awhile, Li Zhen came and then tuition started.
LOGARITHMS! LOGARITHMS! LOGARITHMS!
WOOHOO IS SUPER FUN TO DO FOR AMATHS!
Can't believe that i am saying this so loud lah.
After everything did my homework and slept kind of early.
found out about something super duper bad done by someone,
she should really learn to reflect on herself.
hope someone helps her . . .

why must she always be out there to agitate every girl!
so what you talk to a lot of guys, so what you are super close to them,
there is no need for you to announce it out LOUD .
its so obvious that you want to snatch every guy's heart,
you make alot of girls cry because of what you do,
don't you and your best friend realise how much you hurt your friend?
anyway its not worth it to be angry with you two
you two will get your retribution one day,
its just a matter of time.
may god cleanse their souls amen

2009-01-30T05:32:00.000-08:00

Today was a day that i totally don't feel right.
In the morning as i was going to school,
many many many things went through my big brain.
Went to return the CCA ROOM key and suddenly
just said sorry to her.
Felt so paiseh that mummy caused so much trouble for her
SORRY MISS FARDYANAAAAAAAAAA! ):
After walking out i just can't take it anymore
i just broke down and the most shity thing
was that SOMEONE was there who saw.
DAMN IT LAH!
Lucky beloved hadianti was there,
if she was not there i think i will faint.
In class my mind was like living in my own LA LA LAND.
very very super duper hard to concentrate
but still i managed to endure until end of school.

blah blah blah...
blanko_ED
some things are not meant not for others to see . . . :D

2009-01-29T06:51:00.000-08:00

These days i start to think of alot of stuff.
Friendship, school, netball and some other stuff .
Start with the first one.

FRIENDSHIP+ SCHOOL!
Heard that between love and friendship,
friendship will always be there for you FOREVER!
Feel very glad that whenever i am not in the right mood
there will always be THE NETBALLERS who will
always understand me and cheer me up.
I LOVE YOU ALL!
In class, yes people say that they can only
hear the whirling of the fan in my classroom and 3e1 is not active.
HELLO~
WE ARE HYPER AND NOISY TOO!
WE JUST DO NOT ANYHOW SHOW IT TO OTHER PEOPLE
BESIDES OUR CLASSMATES.
Found that some people really needs concern and
i really want to start a conversation with them but just that
we are from so different class that its hard to start talking.
I WILL TRY TRY TRY!
People say that i become so quiet after getting into my class.
Okay time to say the truth, yes i do feel lonely.
The feeling really sucks to the fcuking core when there
is no one there that you can talk to.
It sucks when the people around you are strangers.
It sucks so fcuking much when you realise that you have to shuddup.
OH LORD, HELP ME HERE!
I KEEP TELLING MYSELF TO HOLD ON
SHOW NO SIGNS OF BEING WEAK BUT I FEEL THAT
MY MIND HAS REACHED ITS LIMIT!

NETBALL! <3
my old injuries are coming back to me, very very painfully.
Mummy has been nagging and nagging about sudden saturday trainings
she has started to not allow me to go for trainings.
Its very obvious that her OLD SICKNESS
(netballers you should know)
has came back again.
Everytime and again daddy and aunty has been telling me
to keep quiet and bare with it but then
this are the same things i have been doing in school,
how much more must i keep holding inside my heart?
how much more must shut my bloody mouth up
and don't drop any tears?
I AM A BLOODY HUMAN TOO!
Aunty tells me that god will always be there
we must have faith.
I am really trying but i think my faith is running out.
my mum has been unreasonable now of days,
i really don't know what to do.

THE SOMETHING ELSE!
started to think of memories of the past which
hurts me when i realised that
i could have did option 2 and it may change my current situation.
Choices
choices
choices . . .
DO not want to say anymore,
do not want any misunderstandings to happen again.
No more other stuff to hurt me,
GOT TO STAY STRONG!
I HAVE ENOUGH OF ALL THIS BULL****

SOS.SOS.SOS.SOS.SOS.SOS.SOS.
CRY FOR HELP ~

2009-01-29T06:37:00.000-08:00

HADIANTI WE ARE GOING TO CAMWHORE TOMORROW!

Can't believed i just said that,
usually very super duper lazy to upload and take pictures.
Oh well I AM VERY RANDOMMMMMM ~
Today lessons were very very okay.
Nothing special
Nothing fun
Nothing bad
Just that today PE Frisbee module was freaking fun!
Grouped up with old buddies from 2e2 and we played
until we sweat like crazy under the hot sun.
Weishan say we should fork out money to buy a frisbee
to play next time when we see each other.
WEISHAN! THAT'S A VERY GOOD IDEA!
I NEED SOME ENTERTAINMENT!
Sometimes i just feel like screaming at the top of my voice
to let out all these unhappiness.
o9o2o9
Our next match with PRCS.
Really hope and pray we can win
because i really believe and have loads of faith
that we can make it to the second round.

No time to slacken down
No time to have any time of thinking to give up
No time to think of other things besides school and netball

ESNetBall FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT!

2009-01-25T07:14:00.000-08:00

ITS CHINESE NEW YEARRRRRRR!
Okay hadianti i came to updated so don't scold me!
I can't take it hahaha :D
Anyway if you want to ask me how was friday i only
got one thing to say :

BORINGGGGGG!

I finally felt that loneliness with me without
jiasheng, yoyo, nicole.
GOD DAMN IT I MISS THEM!
Half of my class went for the concert preparation so our class
was kind of dead.
Luckily i still have tuchun and Billy with me.
Lessons was good as teachers gave very little homework,
yeah 3e1' 09 teachers rock to the core!
After that when we needed to queue up, i kept turning
my head to search for kexi, charmaine and weishan.
I realised that i got STM because they went for the concert
so tuchun and i sat together at the gallery.
Thank god I saw hadianti and we sat beside each other!
I LOVE YOU MY BELOVED (:
The concert was generally okay.
the only thing i can remember was that hadianti and i
was super high because we knew all the songs and we sing.
Tuchun didn't understand a single thing so i only got 1 thing
to tell him, jiayou big brother listen more.
I WILL WIN YOU IN PLAYING DRUMS (:

After that was 1hr of training and then
singing of birthday song to bangxiang.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BANG BANG :D
May all your wishes come through and
don't need to feel bad about what happen.
remember my birthday hahaha just joking(:

After that, went to Siru's house to watch movie.
MOVIEWHORE TIME!
rachel fell asleep on the floor, Siru huipeng and Peixuan sat beside me.
Thenever the scary part comes i will jump and then
Huipeng will keep telling me to stop it.
Memories memories memories....
Peng is still as caring towards me as ever hahaha :D

2009-01-17T08:16:00.000-08:00

201th post!
Very very lazy to update my blog, the lazy sickness is back!
School has started like 2 weeks ago and so far everything is fine
just that my 3e1 is a bit too quiet that's all.
ITS OKAY! I BELIEVE THAT WE WILL DO BETER
AFTER 1 MONTH! WE JUST NEED SOME TIME (:
In class i am kind of happy mixing with new friends
that i didn't knew when i was sec2.
Got a group of friends and we name each other
the back row dudes.
Well its obvious, its because we are all at the back of the class=.=

After these few days of lessons i can start to feel
that actually the people in 3e1 are not to scary and anti-social
as what i taught in the past, in fact they are good.
During spruce up, everyone did their part of the work
although some of the guys didn't do anything.
It's normal to me as usually girls are the ones that do such work,
during PE lesson although we are considered the less active class
but then there was this time the whole class cheered so loudly
that everyone shut up and looked at us.
THAT FEELING WAS SUPER DUPER COOL!
Realised that some of the people who were quiet in the past
are beginning to open up, THUMBS UP !!!!
Suddenly fell so in love with the stories yoyo wrote,
YOYO YOU REALLY ROCK !
Okay to sum it all up, 3E1'09 IS COOL ~

ES netball just won our first match
which is a good thing so let's all work hard
together to get into the second round.
Don't be affected by what coach said to us
TOP4 HERE WE COME!

ESNETBALLERS JIAYOU <3

2009-01-02T07:04:00.000-08:00

happy 200th post!!!!!!

Double happiness for today.
Today is the beginning of school and i got to see the
new batch of sec1's that have came to our school.
1T2 was really very very rowdy but after mixing much with them
i realised they are just a bunch of small kids making
childish jokes to make you irritated.
but THEY ARE FUN TOO.
let's all work hard for tomorrow's games and cheer competition.
1T2 GO GO GO :D !
After orientation went back to my class.
As usual i have the very stranger feeling
but then being with yoyo made me feel much more comfortable.
had two very BIG surprise in store for me today.

1) I am back being register no.1
2) I am sitting beside JIASHENGGGGGG

very big surprise right?

Yoyo and billy are sitting in front of me
so i think i should count myself lucky?
Anyway let's hope 3e1 will not be so quiet the next round (:
WE CAN DO THIS 3E1'ians AT LEAST I BELIEVE SO (:
After that it was training time!
As usual i can't ran fast due to my injured ankle
came back as the last one ):
can't do much today's training too
ARHHHHHHH I JUST WANT TO SCREAM
THIS FEELING SUCKSSSSSS!
NOT ABLE TO DO MUCH BUT UMPIRE
SEE TEAMMATES SUFFERING UNDER THE HOT SUN
ROAR ROAR ROARRRRRRRRRR!

Anyway let's hope that i can recover soon enough,
knee was a bit painful today during stretching too
just that i didn't said it out.
Sometimes i feel guilty making everyone wait for me when
doing high knee-lifts when i can't help it as its
really too painful for me.
Spraining my ankle really did not pop out in my mind
during this few trainings,
oh well ITS OKAY!
I BELIEVE THERE IS A REASON FOR THIS :D
maybe god is trying to tell me to take care of myself
or maybe tell me i am not fated to play this game
since i always get injured?
NO NO NO I MUST BE POSITIVE!
JIAYOU CASSANDRA YOU CAN DO THIS :DDDDD
I MUST BELIEVE.....

I will not let anything in my way to affect me
i will not let my injuries affect my emotions
i will stay strong no matter what happens
i will believe that i can do this
i will have the confidence to accomplish my job on court
Nothing is going to stand in my way!

2008-12-29T06:16:00.000-08:00

OUCHHHHHH!
MY REWARD FOR MY LAST TRAINING FOR THE HOLIDAY
IS A SPRAINED RIGHT ANKLE ROAR!

Super irritating!
Now everywhere of my body has been injured before.
my knees, my fingers and both my ankles too!
now its like one big ball on the ankle and the worst is
its so painful!
Can't afford to wear my ankle guard becuase my left
ankle is weak too. most of the time
i will twist until it.
I AM LIKE SO PATHETIC
okay enough of injuries,
must focus on good side, got to cool down :D
went to school for sports leader dry-run from 9-11.45
as usual our AZHAR WAS LATE!
We all waited for him at the foyer lie a bunch of idiots
but never mind about that.
We went up to the hall after that,
Zhenyi, Lionel, Azhar, gerald, Farzana and me
discussed and laughed at the corner.

in the end, Azhar had to explain thank you.
After all the funny times,
we played human entanglement.
I only got 3 words to say :

HOT
SQUEEZY
ABIT DIFFICULT

Rachel was screaming saying that she is trapped
i was so hot being squeezed in between and we took
quite some time to complete it.
After that we played duck-and-goose,
Azhar and i were talking until farzana said
him and me start then Azhar give that irritated look.
Sorry Azhar and I should not have talk to you jk (:
Tagball was played after it and i just slide
on the surface of the court, super slippery
and i am considering if to change my sports shoe.
SOMEONE TELL ME IF I SHOULD :D
Training was hot and tiring but kind of slack
COME ON NETBALLERS ZONALS ARE COMING
WE GOT TO BUCK UP!
And this is the part where i sprained my right ankle
NEVER MIND SHALL NOT TALK ABOUT THAT
anyway shall give another shout out:

SORRY SIRU AND FARZANA.
CAN'T HELP YOUR OUT TOMORROW,
MY ANKLE IS PAIN TILL I NEED HELP WALKING ):

Thank god i got a long break tor ecover
same like my old injury.
I just got to say I AM BLESSED!
Anyway thank you netballers for gathering around me
to see if i was alright after your water break
YOU GIRLS ARE THE BEST PEOPLE I COULD EVER HAVE <3

Hadianti, you want to watch Bedtime Stories this Wednesday?
by the way thank you for caring for me when i am injured
I REALLY LOVE YOU <3

2008-12-28T04:51:00.000-08:00

I AM BACK BACK BACK.
Hadianti, you can see me again hahaha (:
Sorry but it's going to be quite a long post :D

Sentosa was really really fun but then i can't
get to play my beach volleyball and become a bit more tanned ):
NEVER MIND! WE MUST ALWAYS FOCUS ON THE GOOD SIDE!
During the saturday, i found mummy woke up so early.
She said she was too excited, weird.
Come on its just Sentosa not Taiwan which i really want to go :D
I woke up and then watch tv until about 12+ then
we sat in daddy's car and drove off.
We checked in at 3pm and i don't know to count ourselves lucky or what
we didn't have a room by 3pm so the stuff just gave us
the executive suite at the price of a Junior Suite.
Can you believe it AN EXECUTIVE SUITE!
the bathroom was so big that 3 people can bathe at the same time.
Okay it sounds super duper wrong =.=

We walk around Sentosa and the best of all was
walking to the other side of Palawan beach by the bridge.
daddy and I unleashed our childish mode.
We ran and jump around on the bridge that it shake and shake,
i turn around to see mummy saying she was so scared.
there were 2 Ang mo's behind her laughing;
"look at that women, she hold the rope so hard
as though the bridge was going to drop anytime!"
LOLS daddy and i laugh and laugh.
After walking and playing, we had out dinner at the hotel
and i only got 1 thing to say.
THE AIRCORN ROCKS!
We went back up to our room to bathe and slack,
my daddy and mummy went straight to sleep after bathing
while i watched tv into the night.
I can't believe i brought assesment books there to do
and i actually do it. COOL ~
I slept at about 2plus which i totally regretted,
DAD AND MUM WERE SNORRING SO LOUD!
i will not glue to the tv jsut because its an LCD screen
and sleep late anymore!
We had the buffet breakfast and I ate till i got a stomachache,
Daddy and mummy went back upstairs for some aircorn
while i went to walk by the beach and soak in the sun.
I SAW COUSIN SHERMAN AND JANICE THERE!
Didn't know they choose to come dating at Sentosa,
Jancie told me that Sherman is planning to go overseas
to study next year if he has good results.
Which he does not need to worry becuase he is so smart =.=
janice face totally change once she said that
so i am going to give a shout out.

CHEER UP JANICE!
I AM SURE YOUR RESULTS WILL ALSO
BE GOOD ENOUGH TO GO OVERSEAS AND STUDY!
YOU CAN FOLLOW SHERMAN HAHAHA :D
DON'T WORRY

They followed me back and visited mummy and daddy
actually they followed me back because
cousin sherman wanted some STRONG AND FREE aircorn=.=
HE IS STILL SUCH A CHEAPO D:
We went home not long.
Even though its jsut a short stay but it was fun,
I LOVE SENTOSA ~ :DDDDDD

2008-12-26T05:12:00.001-08:00

will be away for 2 days 1 night.
having my holiday at sentosa,
watch out for my next post filled with pictures.

BYE PEEPS ~

miss me hadianti(:
By the way i want to properly thank those who send
me their Christmas wishes and presents (:
THANK YOU

2008-12-26T04:57:00.000-08:00

Okay the results are out

I AM OKAY! WOOHOO

Doctor Lee told me that i can't over-exert anymore
if i continue to be like this, my ligament will snap.
Its so scary the way the doctor say
YOUR LIGAMENT WILL SNAP!
SOUNDS SO SERIOUS!
Got to take extra care of my knee from now on
I HAVE LEARNT MY LESSON!
After seeing doctor, it was already 12.25pm
mummy and I rushed to another hospital
to visit my grandma.
When we heard that last evening she had an asthma attack
she was so worried that she almost cried.
today was really a hospital day.
Glad to see that she is okay now
and i need to give a shout out to some people.

SORRY SYASYA FARZANA ZHENYI GERALD
AZHAR AND HUIPENGGGGGGG!
UNABLE TO MAKE IT FOR TODAY'S MEETING,
SUPER SUPER SORRY!

2008-12-25T05:59:00.000-08:00

THE 2 PICTURES OF THE DAY!
Thanks for all the presents
I got to admit, SUSU IS SO PRETTY SERIOUSLY!
SEE OUR HAPPY FACES!
Rachel responded to my camera, you rock

I JUST CELEBRATED THE BEST CHRISTMAS EVER!

Yesterday netballers wen to Siru's house to countdown
to Christmas. They played my board games and best of all
HIDE AND SEEK!
Although Lisa and Hadianti reached the house first,
THEY CHEATED!
That's no good!
Jeannie and I ran all the way to another
staircase to hide and thanks to our brains
we didn't get wet yeah we rockkkkk (:
Best of all was the food we ate made by Siru's maid.
Sorry aunty that you had to wake up in the late night
just to make the food for Siru, Huipeng and I.
The food she made was SO NICE that Peizhen
kept asking all of us to keep eating.
Peizhen even clear up the table together with
a few of us. WE ARE GOOD VISITORS (:
We all exchange presents and the most wonderful thing was

SIRU GOT MY PRESENT (: THIS IS CALLED FATE

Huipeng, Rachel, Jeannie, me and best of all SIRU
watch horror movies.
We didn't waste any of jeannie's money because we watch
all 3 movies (:
Huipeng moved from one place to another in 5mins
while i sat beside Siru and the rest of the people
who were SCAREDDDDD went to Siru's room to play computer games
and they investigated my phone.
When it was near midnight, everyone came out and played UNO
until it was 12am, we watch football and soon we went home.
Thank you hadianti's mother!
If it was not her, Jeannie and i will have a hard time going home.

AND NOW . . .
PICTURES PICTURES PICTURESSSSSS
Sorry if its too little, I WAS TOO HIGH!
Anyway the pictures are on top.

Got to wake up early tomorrow to go see doctor
to check up my knee again.
Oh no, the massages he gives are freaking pain,
let's all pray that he won't say i need to stay in hospital for operation
i was joking :D
Last but not least
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
JINGLE JINGLE

2008-12-23T05:35:00.000-08:00

MY KNEE AND ANKLE IS VERY PAINFUL !!!!!!!!!!!
OUCH. OUCH. OUCH .

Today's frisbee carnival was fun fun fun(:
Met up with Millicent, jiayu and Lisa at the bus stop
and saw Bradley as well as Diana.
they are so friendly people LOL
Walked to school with them to find quite a lot of people
even earlier than us.
once the clock struck 8am, the carnival started
and the sun was very very very bright.
My group won 4th out of 4 groups
which i am very happy with it because
we all played with smiles and laughter.
GOOD JOB GROUP 1 !!!!
After the prize ceremony, i rushed to meet up ith
jeannie and non other then my :

BELOVED SIRU (((((:
I JUST LOVE HER SHE PLAYS SO WELL!

Helped her with her moving shots and that's
when i felt the pain in my knee and ankle.
It was super super super super painful but as usual
i bare with the pain until i could not take it.
It was the event's meeting next
and syasya, Zhenyi, Lionel, Huipeng and i
form a very very very good team (:
We plan for consec 6hours straight and i got to say
a big big BIG THANK YOU TO ZHENYI AND LIONEL
THEY REALLY DID ALOT.
THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!!!!
Of course, Syasya, huipeng and i gave a lot of suggestions
and we 3 did the most typing so its fair (:
Going to have Christmas party tomorrow at SIRU'S HOUSE TOMORROW!
I AM SUPER SUPER HAPPYYYYYYYYYYY

* Yes Hadianti you better love me (: jkjk
* Lisa, hide-and-seek is fun okay. once in a lifetime experience
playing in a Condo

2008-12-22T04:45:00.000-08:00

THIS POST DEDICATED TO ES NETBALLERS ;

Wednesday 24th dec having Christmas party
at Siru's house.

Details at netball blog go check
remember the present and tidbits for our own(:

psps : Jeannie and Hadianti we meet up first (:
and see you there SIRUUUUUUUUU!

2008-12-22T04:37:00.000-08:00

So touched to see my beloved hadianti and Lisa tag my blog
to liven it up, thankyou.
THANKYOU TIMES 100
Happy to see millicent today too,
she does not believe that i love her which sounds wrong.
She said you love Siru then what about me,
you break my heart.
Me and her laugh like crazy after that,
it sounds wrong yet very funny!
Today was training in the morning and mr golden Sun was
not helping us ):
Still, everyone fight fight fight!
We played and played and thanks to miss Fardyana for
caring about Susu, Syasya and my injury (:
SHE ROCKS. SHE ROCKS. SHE ROCKS.
After playing i umpire the last game and as usual i disturb
Siru. SHE IS HANDSOME TODAY AND I SHALL
SEE HER AGAIN TOMORROW (:
YEAHHHHHHH

ENOUGH ALREADY CASSANDRA!

Shall stop myself from expressing my love
to Siru and millicent,
don't want to attract unwanted attention and gossips
behind my back hahaha (;
After training went to eat with hadianti and jeannie
and after that hadianti followed me to school
after i won the scissors paper stone match with Jeannie
sorry jeannie and thank you again for buying the chain <3 style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">I WILL MISS HERRRRRRRRR!!!!!!

Currently i am so so so so tired~

*it's time for you to change your stinky attitude!
Everyone is trying their best to cooperate with you already
so you got to chip in too.

2008-12-20T23:41:00.001-08:00

I want to give a shout out :

I AM LAZY TO UPDATE MY BLOGGGGGGG!

Nothing special happen this week,
my tagboard seems to be dead and its just
netball training after training after training.
I NEED ENTERTAINMENT!
yesterday went to millicent's church to celebrate christmas
and i was very shock to see that everyone dress until so formal.
Even millicent's cousin dressed till so formal like a girl
i am like so normal.
Maybe what Lisa said was right,
i really need to improve my dressing when i go out.
Didn't saw coach Vivian and was shocked to see many of
ex-gongshangers there.
Millicent's 2 friends still could remember my name which was touching.
Listening to the pastor talking to us about Christmas
was inspiring that many people were touched till tears.
This year's Christmas is going to be a significant one for me
as i officially became a child of God yesterday night at 7.25pm
I LOVE GOD (:

TODAY!!! <<<<

Woke up really late! Woke up near 2pm,
my parents had already eaten their lunch while i sat on my bed
with a messy hair and hugging my patrick (:
Ate my lunch watch tv and went to do assesment books.
In about 2more weeks school is going to reopen,
really wonder how is next year going to be like for me.
Stress?
hard to cope with my work?
Arhhhh i don't know only God knows and i know that
he will always be there for me no matter what happens.

MAY GOD BLESS ME amen (:

2008-12-16T18:27:00.000-08:00

Yesterday's training had no coach and no teachers so its self-training,
training was quite slack but still many people fell down during courtwork
even me (:
I don't know how long am i going to fall on my knee, oh well
i am strong hahaha (:
After training we celebrated Rachel and Siru's birthday,
the gang were so proud of ourselves because of the wonderful present
we chose for them, so touching.
As usual, huipeng took pictures and we laughed and joke around.
We played hide and seek in school which was VERY VERY FUN!
I admit that i am one of the worst seekers in netball because farzana
and I took the longest time to find the people.
Lisa and i are the best seekers because we ran around and
hide at obvious places which people can't see (:

After everything, hadianti and jeannie went to my house
as a pit-stop to bathe then go and meet up with
hongshen, joven and bangxiang to play bowling.
We saw rachel and company too..
Siru is super duper good in sports because she won
2 games out of 2 games. Thumbs up,
SHE IS LIKE SUPER COOL (:
I kept running over to their side to watch and laugh
leaving jeannie and gang the other side to play.
Realised that being with the netballers really can't be replaced with
any other people that are fun.
I went home after that leaving the rest of the people
playing billard which i don't know how to play.
When my mum reached home i got scolded like s***
and that's when i felt so moodless.

*Recover quickly Lisa and i will send songs don't worry (:

2008-12-14T06:10:00.000-08:00

POST DEDICATED TO 2E2 '08!!!!

There will be a final class gathering at Miss Li's house
this saturday at 5pm.
Tell me who are going by this tuesday 16th dec
be responsible peeps i really need to know (:

Miss Li's address : (if can't highlight, go class blog to see the address)

Venue: Blk 569 Pasir Ris st 51 #12-64

Hope you all can go because there will be alot of food and drinks (:

2008-12-14T04:49:00.000-08:00

Okay i am kind of late updating my post sorry about that.
Friday's training was very very fullfilling
as Miss Fardyana said that the defenders gave very good pressure.
HI5 SUSU AND FARZANA!
WE DID A VERY GOOD JOB (:
After training, farzana and i talked to miss fardyana
and Mr teo about our play and he said i was slower by 1 beat
so i got to be faster.
I WILL IMPROVE!
COME ON CASS!!!!
After training, Siru me Farzana Huipeng Jeannie went to buy some presents.
It was very funny and quite fun, i got to admit it
this is the 2nd time going out with the seniors and does do feel kind of weird
but then at least we got some topic to talk about.
The best of all is that I GET TO SPEND TIME WITH SIRU!
SHE IS 2ND MOST COOL GIRL I HAVE EVER MET!
We even joke with each other saying that we will
buy a couple ring next time (:
Huipeng treated all of us to ice-cream and i got to say
WE LOVE HUIPENG!!!!
After that we went to play arcade and Siru unleash her
basketball self.
Something very awkward happened which i don't want to announce xP

Coming back to today's events! <<<<

Today was like usual weekends, very very normal.
Lisa called us to play basketball but very unlucky,
the rain only stop after 4pm so i only have two words

TOO BAD (:
I laze on the sofa and watch my normal dose of TV,
i was really lazy.
This lasted until 2pm,
i told myself that i can't rot on the chair like a big pig
so i went to do my assesment books which is
really very random for me to do.
GOOD JOB CASS (:
After awhile it was night time and i watched my 1hr anime on OKTO,
daddy gave me that very bored look and said that i will never grow up.
I gave him that childish smile and hug my JUMBO PATRICK
which is my early Christmas present from mummy.
THANKYOU MUMMY I LOVE YOU <3
After that daddy said that if i continue becoming this childish
next time i grow up no guy would want me.
As usual my mum shouted "CHOY TOUCH WOOD!"
Oh well if i am left unwanted that means i am fated
to take care of the 2 most adorable people in my life
MY PARENTS!
Okay this topic is wrong!
Downladed some songs and currently listening to it,
Lisa you can ask me for it if you interested (:
Listen to Lies by Mcfly (:

*pictures to be uploaded next entry and
welcome back my beloved hadianti*

2008-12-10T06:40:00.000-08:00

back track a bit ://<<<<

My dearest hadianti!
I dedicate my BIG AND LOVING POST TO YOU ALREADY
is very big for to see already okay,
you should know what i expect in return hahaha.
Love you <3

Back to the topic ://<<<<

Today's training was not so good for me.
After the circuit drill, my knee was not listening to me again.
Its freaking painful that slowed me down.
Oh well got to blame myself for not iceing everyday,
which in the first place i didn't know until coach Vivian told me today.
I deserved my punishment and that is not being able
to play on court and sit at the side to rest my knee.
Coach said that i was on waiting list because i am injured
and she would not take any injured players so i got
to take care of it if i want it to recover in time.
WISE WORDS FROM A WISE PERSON
don't worry i will remember that dearly!
felt very disappointed with myself when i see my teammates
hunting players just to play the position i a playing.
I OWE YOU PEOPLE A VERY VERY BIG SORRY ):
I WILL TRY TO RECOVER AS QUICKLY AS POSSIBLE!
I PROMISE THAT I WILL SHOW
NO SIGNS OF MYSELF IN PAIN ANYMORE (:

After training we went to the canteen and study
for about 1hr49mins.
Thanks farzana for cutting down the time by 11mins.
YOU ROCKKKKK (:
Bought my history books all thanks to jeannie
thank you very much.
YOU ARE SO NICE (:
But then when i reach home i just realise
i got quite a number of books have not bought.
DAMN IT!
from chemistry workbook physics workbook to chinese workbook.
S.O.S.!
Got to wake up early to go school at 9am just to get all the books
after that got to wait for jiayu and jeannie in the school, ALONE.
Kind of freaky, so hope that both of you come earlier hahaha (:

schoolbooks.schoolbooks.schoolbooks.
oh my god!!!!!!
roar!

2008-12-10T06:17:00.000-08:00

HADIANTI! QUICK COME BACK TO SINGAPORE!
THERE ARE SO SO SOOOO MANY THINGS
THAT YOU HAVE TO KNOW!
I MISS YOUUUUU! <33333333

*this is freaking big enough to see already right (:

2008-12-09T02:53:00.000-08:00

Back from sports leader camp meeting!
It sure took a hell a lot of time especially the switching of groups,
felt kind of regretful for causing farzana to be a bit upset.
Sorry syasya too for making you change group, don't worry
if halfway through you need help you can find me i am always here (:
DOUBLE SORRIES ~
Woke up kind of early today to do my 2.4km run and woah
the pain in my knee was really not leaving.
jiayou jiayou, timing kind of improve and keep it up cassandra (:
i will hang on !!!!
Came back i bathe and went back to sleep on my cozy bed until 1.40pm
this really caused me to be late for my meeting 10mins.
If this was netball i would have to do 10suicides,
i am so so so sorry for what happened.

Today's meeting was very very fruitful but then
i remember the 1st 1 hr of the meeting i was so sleepy and have not wake up.
Talked to the basketballers they also didn't understand,
sorry about that.
Lazy pig was there (:
After about 2-3hrs of discusson i woke up and
i wrote the line-up of events THE SECOND TIME!
ROAR!
Brings back last year's memories,
i was also the one writing this down LOLS.
Gerald said i am so seasoned with this,
i laughed and smiled.
Tomorrow's training in the morning, come on cassandra!

ENDURE.ENDURE.ENDURE
Bare with the pain (:

*hadianti and lisa, come back come back ):

2008-12-08T06:05:00.000-08:00

bored.bored.bored!

Woke up at 1pm today and daddy was as usual drinking his usual coffee
and reading his newspapers with his feet high up on the chair!
He poked fun at me saying that i really have a 101% image of a pig.
THAT'S SO INSULTINGGGG!
I gave him the i don't care look as i dragged myself to brush my teeth.
Ate my lunch and watched tv, as usual (:
I AM A TV-FREAK OKAY!
After that went to do my homework, glad that i only left a little of
the chinese holiday assignment and 30+ comprehension passages
in my english assesment book.
JIAYOU CASS! Complete as much as possible!
hadianti and my bestie are all overseas, staying at home is kind of boring.
I WANT TO GO FOR MY BEACH VOLLEYBALL!

REWIND :// <<<<<

I MISS NETBALL CAMP!
I MISS MY BESTIE LISA!<3
I MISS MY SENTOSA !
and best of all . . .

I MISS YOU LAH HADIANTI!!!!!!<3
this is a freaking huge confession okay

BACK :// >>>>

1 more day to enjoy before the official intensive training.
knee still a little painful but still i have to run my 2.4km
got to give my timing to Rachel . i can do it (:
THANKS SYASYA FOR YOUR ENCOURAGING TAG,
LOVE YOU AND RECOVER SOON <3
YOU ARE PRECIOUS TO THE TEAM TOO (:

random.random.random.

2008-12-07T06:15:00.001-08:00

I AM BACK FROM NETBALL CAMP!!!!
only 3 words to describe this experience:

SWEATY

BREATHLESS

HYPERRRRRR

1st day of camp, as usual we ran our 2.4km and yes my timing reach
the 10mins range. jiayou cass you are close to your usual time record.
After that we did usual fakes and footwork, it was okay for me.
After that we went to singapore sports school and everyone was super duper
crazy about the size of the school.
ITS FREAKISHLY BIG LIKE A UNIVERSITY!!!
Saw the matches between Singapore Vs Australia
and Malaysia vs new Zealand.
Took alot of notes and then we headed back to school.
It was afternoon training and i am super duper happy!
Finally start intercepting high balls and farzana said i gave a lot of pressure.
yeah 3 cheers for cassandra ooi pei (:
After dinner there was night training and coach was around.
Suddenly my feet moved like a crazy person, it was fast and
2 hours of courtwork i started intercepting and pressurizing the GOAL ATTACK
like i never did before.
After everything it was 11 near 12 and we all slept i
n the cold and hard floor of the AVA room.

It was 2nd day of camp and congrats to me i got and extra injury ):
running of 2.4 and 10rounds really slowed me down like anything
got to admit that i was really disappointed. my energy level just went down
down and down all the way. Everyone was tired and breathless,
felt like dropping on court and die all of a sudden.
Miss fardyana and mdm teo told me not to train so much so that next day's
carnival i can at least play. At that point i felt super patheticand kind of sad,
shimin said my face went white when i was injured. Woah can't imagine.

3rd day of camp it was carnival time!
1st 3 games my knee was throbbing pain and i just kept it within myself
until when we lost a game . That's when my anger just came up
that the pain in my knee disappeared after awhile.
Hadianti and me defended well, the part that made me freaking happy
was when i defended dunman's goal attack.
She only manage to catch the ball 6 times out of 10mins and we won that game.
After that we kept winning and winning, oh yeah that's the way
it should be for us(:
East Spring netball trains hard and we will prove ourselves!
let's aim for top8 in zonels (:
After going through the process of dragging my painful knees
back to school, we had our lunch and huipeng was laughing with me.
We brought the matts back up to the hall and susu and I
carried it all by ourselves! WE ROCK SUAIYBAH (x
Desiree laughed at me saying that i looked like a coolie,
i laughed until i dropped to the ground hahaha
nice one my beloved junior (;
We played handball and soccer which i totally walk on court,
Siru s sofreaking pro in handball that i kept screaming her name.
I LOVE HER LIKE CRAZY LOLS <3
Although we kept complaining that we want to go home but then
when that moment finally arrived, i got to say i really felt upset.
LETS HAVE ANOTHER CAMP NEXT YEAR (:

JIAYOU ES NETBALLERS FOR NEXT YEARS ZONELS!

THANK YOU NETBALLERS FOR EVERYTHING
ESPECIALLY HUIPENG!
YOU ARE REALLY 1 HELL OF A GOOD LAUGHING BUDDY (:

2008-11-30T23:06:00.000-08:00

BRITNEY SPEARS IS BACK PEOPLE!

I have been waiting for her album to come out since last month?
Catch her new songs, CIRCUS and IF YOU SEEK AMY!
It rocks!!!
Today's shooters assesment was really very very slack
hadianti and i were jsut there to be defenders blocking their balls.
the feeling of intercepting it was really so niceeee
hi5 hadianti (:
After all that We all went to mac and started chatting and laughing,
how i wish school will reopen as soon as possible
although there are some very BIG reasons why i will hate it to happen.
Oh well life still has to go on, DON'T GIVE UP CASS (:
Followed farzana to buy the food for wednesday-friday's netball camp,
its like a very big job and we were so proud to be in charge of it.
Hope everyone will like the food and spreads we bought well because
i was the one who decided some of it hahaha (:
I am so looking forward to the camp which people say i am crazy,
PeiZhen, Rachel, Hadianti, jeannie, jiayu, Lisa
okay MOST OF THEM were like so freaking sian_ed when they see
me jumping around saying that camp is coming.
I don't care if coach is going to scream at us man,
I AM SO EXCITED FOR NETBALL CAMP (((((:
i will miss playing basketball, sorry hadianti can't play on tuesday
i know you will forgive me (:
oh and i will lend you the new moon book
.
..
...
....
.....
AFTER I READ FINISH IT (:
let's sleep together during camp,
hope you remember what happened during sec2 camp
especially the one in the toilet LOLs :0

Song: unbreakable

Singer: Alicia Keys <3

Mood: BOUNCY . . .

2008-11-30T04:50:00.000-08:00

Phew spent 2 days to help mummy pack up the house
it sounds weird right.
Christmas is like not even reaching soon,
Chinese new year is like 3 months away why want to pack up the house?
it all started with my grandmother nagging that our house so small
yet is packed with alot of things.
She look into my room on friday night and then say that its filled with toys
told me throw away.
I gave the not happy face straight away, i almost cried!
I LOVE MY SOFT TOYS NOBODY CAN THROW IT AWAY!
then she look at my bolster and squeeze her nose and said
that has to be thrown.
I LOVE MY BOLSTER THE MOST ALL THE MORE
YOU CAN'T THROW IT AWAY!
When she left, my mummy look at me
then i say don't tell me you want to clear up the house during weekends.
She gave me that freakish smile and say yes.
the worst is my daddy!
he sit on the chair say good can exercise more, ROAR!
Thanks A LOT man.

Tuesday is my class chalet,
a bit upset that i can't go and very frustrated
because need to help prepare a lot of things.
Oh well hope the 2e2-ians will enjoy themselves
because miss lin and miss sim may be going.
I hope . . .
Wednesday-friday netball camp better be freaking fun
to make up my class chalet.
Hope that i will not be dead after it because 1 day have 2 trainings
OH MY GODDDD
JIAYOU CASSANDRA!!!

Song: potential breakup Song

Singer: Aly and AJ

Mood: tired . . .

2008-11-28T06:31:00.000-08:00

So vexed . . .
Today's training started with a 2.4km run and yes i deproved
by 50secs DAMN IT!
my mood was like so shitty after i saw my timing,
suddenly thought of playing basketball.
but then the basketballers are in malaysia now enjoying themselves.
They will only be back on the 1st dec and thats like
FREAKING LONG!
Anyway going back to training,
it was fairly okay just that feel that me playing as wing defence
really sucked! MY 3RD TIME IN MY LIFE PLAYING THAT POSITION!
never mind shall try harder during next week's netball camp (:
After training we got to play netball with Mr tan
and seriously he is so tall that he does not even need to jump for rebounds!

After training hadianti, jeannie, Shimin and i went kbox
and shimin started screaming and screaming
once we were in the room.
WE ALL WERE HYPER
the room was so cold that i can't continue singing
and i kept going to the toilet.
It was so paiseh because a couple sitting outside were like
trying to be very very "comfortable wth each other"
and i kept walking pass them. opps xP
The last 15mins i remember us jumping on the sofa and singing hyper songs
IT WAS FUN!
On the way home we laughed and laughed
today was really fun.
next up on my wishlist . .

BEACH VOLLEYBALL !!!!!!

Song: Circus

Singer: britney spears

mood: Bouncy :0

tired . tired. tired

2008-11-24T05:23:00.000-08:00

Today training was hmm let's say not too tough yet not slacky.
TJC came down and so i saw my beloved millicent (:
we were like so happy hugging from each other
woohoo i know its weird but I LOVE HER <3
today coach was very serious about the school team selection,
she said she has only chose a few of us.
Worst was she let me play Wing defence and like what the hell lah
I PLAY GOAL DEFENCE!!!!
It was freaking tough for me thats why no balls intercepted
but millicent said i gave pressure which i really don't recall.
Oh well i can only pray and hope
that i can play back my own position (:
pray pray pray . . .

After training was sports leader meeting
finally reunited with team yellow
somehow i missed them after sports leader camp.
THEY ARE LIKE FREAKING STEADY AND FIERCE AT TIMES!
Today's meeting kind of slack as it was after training and we were tired
Peizhen and huipeng took out the whole biscuit can and
then bread plus the spread lay on the table.
REMINDS ME OF SPORTS LEADER CAMP (:
After that we went to eat and as usual went back to school
for Jiayu to shoot and the rest of us just slack YEAH!
After that we went to go
PLAY BASKETBALL YEAH YEAH!
3 cheers for sports hahaha (:
halfway through hongshen's seniors came and they played full court
and they totally rock.
not like me every ball i shoot is an air ball haha
I GOT TO IMPROVE !!!

Song: love story

Singer: taylor Swift

Mood: sleepy

2008-11-22T22:25:00.000-08:00

- Modified games
Everyone preented and we played like small kids
remember that my group got through all the final matches
to play with the PE teachers.
3 CHEERS FOR THE YELLOW GROUP!
Remember that i fly to the other end of the goal circle
when i intercepted mr tan's ball.
is not like i didn't touch the ball is just that
HE IS BIGGGGG !!!

- Cycling in Pulau ubin
Cycling in pulau ubin WAS THE PART LOVE THE MOSTTTT
The down slopes are like freaking steep and fun
but of course the up slopes killed alot of us!
I almost fell down and woah it was freaking scary
As usual the yellow group reach the finishing point 1st
and we can't believe who we saw1
WE SAW MRS LEE the DM
everyone was like freaking shock (:

- 10km run to Pasir ris park and back
It was a big accomplishment for Azhar and he was so happy!
CONGRATS
When everyone reach back to school
we were like oh my god freaking tiring.

To end off i really love the sports leader camp
hope next year will be even more fun!
jiayou ...

Sports ldr cap ROCKED <3

2008-11-21T08:20:00.000-08:00

FINALLY BACK FROM SPORTS LEADER CAMP!

Really love the camp this year it was like freaking funnnn
yet very very very tired!
Remembered the 1st day when we met up at esso busstop
and walk to meet up.
Realised that syasya, farzana and me were in the same group,
we all started smilling.
Tennis was the 1st activity and Zhihao say i so fierce
i was like yeah yeah whatever.
In the end farzana and i won, being the winners in the losers pool
haha it was really an accomplishment!

-Clay target shooting

It was shooting time and i totally sucked in it!
Out of 15 shots i shot like nothing =.=
never mind i should be better in other things (:
Huipeng and Susu were really good in it
GIRL POWER !!!
When we got back to school for dinner and crash course
realise that the impact of the gun against my shoulder
was so big that i got 1 big big bruise.

-Planning of NetFloor-Ball
The group i was in was really fun!
We planned it like 10mins before the time limit
i am like so freaking proud GO GO GO!

-Kayaking expedition
It was wednesday and i remembered clearly that during the night
when jiayu, Lisa and I were talking in the sleeping bag
we were like saying we want our ipod and handphone!
Everyone sat in the bus and jiayu sat in front of me.
We 2 started talking while everyone slept
can imagine?
Reaching there was not too long and seriously
it is smaller than last year's kayaking club at changi.
Patner with Hongshen and kayak all the way to the bridge
remembered zhihao complaining when Mr tan scolded us in the sea.
When we reach the middle of the sea we played this super fun game.
Everyone got to stand up on their kayaks and do the kallang wave
but then we failed with people capsizing 4 times.

-fencing
we did so many lunges and it was really painful like crazy
The pain did not went off until after the camp lah
Paired up with my instructor and defeated the other pair
oh yeah 3 cheers for fencing!

sick ):

2008-11-16T03:39:00.000-08:00

Seriously this weekend sucks
Saturday fell really sick that i am like attached to the bed.
Things that go into my body is just
medicine medicine and more medicine ):
Tomorrow is the carnival not sure if my body can take it
tuesday all the way to friday is sports leader camp
its like even worst!
GO BODY GO!!!

Today i am like rotting on the sofa in front of the television and computer
roar!!!!
Getting my results tomorrow oh well
may god bless me to get into the class i want (:
bored. bored. bored.

I will miss you people during my camp (;

Song: strut

Singer: the cheetah girls 2

Mood: sick ):

Sports rocks (:

2008-11-14T05:21:00.000-08:00

today's training i slacked the most
well thank god i ran my 2.4km yesterday
but then timing did deprove now is like 11.20
last time was like the 10mins range
man i really got to get back my physical!
After training we went to eat at this restaurant which i forget the name
it totally rocks!
the student meal is only $5.90 and the total amount does not count GST.
ITS LIKE THE BEST RESTAURANT!!!!!
After eating we met millicent and watch madagascar 2
and the show is just so funny and nice to watch!
I want to watch again!!!!
After that we went to the arcade
and once again hadianti got an improved score for the basketball section.
I too got high score for the drums!
I WANT TO PLAY THE DRUMSSSSSS !!!!

after that we hurry down to blk 497
to play basketball.
the people were jasmine hadianti jeannie millicent
hongshen bangxiang joven wee kiet and cornelius.
IT WAS FUNNN
we played like 3hours+++ .
Suddenly realise that i can jump high for rebounds,
even millicent said that haha
thanks man!
jeannie was like so lucky, she had so many lucky shots
keep it up BFF <3
For me i am like having massive stomach cramps
throughout the game.
HELP ME MANNNN
thanks for the concern from you people
appreciate it i will be okay(:

I WANT TO PLAY BASKETBALL AND BEACH VOLLEYBALL AGAIN!!!!

Music: year 3000

Singer: Jonas brothers

mood: hyper like crazy!

pictures pictures and more pictures!!!

2008-11-12T04:36:00.000-08:00

group pictures with sec3 sec2 sec1 netballers. love you all<3
happy bdae miss fardyana!
looks at us, the volleyball babes (:
I will love this BFF clan till the day i die <3
A group of close buddies that i will never forget (;
COOL!
SILOSO BEACH ROCKS!
monorail!
the lovely huipeng!
MADAGASCAR 2!!!

these are the pictures for netball outing to sentosa
the psot about today is below this post
hope you can read and tag.
my tagboard is abit dead lols (:

SENTOSA ROCKS!!!

2008-11-12T04:14:00.001-08:00

NETBALL OUTING REALLY ROCKED MY ASS MAN!

Got up very early today to make my sandwiches
really got to thank my mummy for helping me out
thanks (:
Watched the channel news asia morning news with my mum
she was like so worried about the economy.
relax mum god will bless us <3
left the house at about 7.30am to meet the others
and as usual my dear hadianti was late for 17mins.
In the train we chatted and chatted.
reached sentosa not long and saw rachel huipeng and Miss fardyana,
spend some time to buy the tickets and we were
on the monorail going to sentosa.
Remember that yesterday everyone prayed that it won't rain
seriously it didn't!
it only started raining at about 3-4+ when everyone was tired.

Anyway, when we reach there i was SOOOO hyper!!!
I smiled and screamed like i never did before that
i made the sec2's laugh at me.
When we reach there it was picture time!!!!
The sentosa big cabin bus really rocked
and the beach including the volleyball courts and the sea
was really like
100% HEAVEN!!!
Played volleyball with ex-convicts and netballers and miss fardyana
from morning to afternoon 2+
and thanks to that i got massive sun-burn adn loads of sand in my hair and body!
people were like saying " Cass your face freaking red"

We managed to escape from the rain thanks to beloved peizhen.
THANKS FOR TAKING CARE OF US,
TELLING US TO GO BEFORE THE RAIN COMES
AND BRINGING ALL THE FOOD AND MATS FOR US.
WE LOVE YOU LIKE CRAZYYYYYY <3333
We also celebrated miss fardyana birthday,
HAPY BDAE MISS FARDYANA !
WE LOVE YOU LIKE CRAZY TOO <333333333

I WANT TO GO BACK TO SENTOSA TO PLAY VOLLEYBALL AGAIN!!!!!

Song: here i come

Singer: fergie

Mood: FREAKING HYPER AND ALL SMILES

i want my sentosa netball outing!!!!

2008-11-10T07:02:00.000-08:00

NO MORE BEDOK TRAINING!!!!
YES YES YES!!!

Super happy that today morning was the last day of bedok training
but then oh well not always you get a happy ending.
When running my stupid knee was like freaking pain again
it was like pain until i want to let out and scaream!
But thank god it felt better and it rained halfway
THANK GOD!
Can't imagine what will happen if this worsens.
Something funny happen today during training,
coach suddenly want me to translate to this aunty
where is Mable in chinese the stupidest
thing is i actually ask coach what language she wanted me to speak in
and everyone laughed when she said CHINESE LAH STUPID!
Oh my god it was so embarrassing!
Got to have a close contact with coach and realise that
her phone is kind of cool (:

After training miss fardyana said that i really got to see a doctor
to do something about my knee. I am lying if i said i am not scared
sms_ed mum about it and she said there goes her money.
ROAR! speechless =.=
Oh well cross my fingers man wish me luck
appointment should be this Saturday or Sunday
REALLY NEED TO CROSS MY FINGERS!
Studied for 2hours at bedok training with my netballers
and there was this uncle who asked if we wanted O lvl books.
Everyone just stare at him then he say nvm he bring it down,
when we packing up he came down with a box of it
and all of us became freaking aunty.
Rush to the box and just take,
i took A-maths and Chemistry (:
After that got this old aunty who want to cross to the other side
but it was raining like crazy
so peizhen unleashed her hokkien side and went to herlp
her with the umbrella.

PEIZHEN IS LIKE ONE OF THE MOST
KIND-HEARTED PERSON!!!!!

After that hadianti jeannie and i
went to eat pizza hut and hadianti had problem with money.
She owes me $6 lols i sound so bad (:
Going to watch movie with them tomorrow
and play bball, looking forward to netball outing on wednesday.
PLEASE DON'T RAIN!!!!

Song: I'm Not missing you

Singer: Stacie Orrico

mood: Sleepy

1day+25mins to netball outing <3

tagieessss

2008-11-08T09:01:00.000-08:00

Lisa: from the back you 2 look like 2 crazy people running, so funny.

Jiayu: You also very funny come back say lost ez-link , scare the hell out of me.
Then after that in my hand, madam must be more careful next time (:

SENTOSA!!!!

2008-11-08T08:13:00.000-08:00

Yesterday's training was not too tough so i officially say
miss Fardyana's training really rocks (:
Millicent joined us for training and she said she was already so tired
after the 40-min run around neighborhood for warm-up.
work hard lover <3

JAMES BOND IS SO FREAKING SHUAI!
QUANTUM OF SOLACE REALLY ROCKS

Okay enough of my craziness suddenly so random.
After that we went to the beach and stay there for 1hour
talking and throwing stones into the sea=.=
We talked and talked and suddenly say life was meaningless.
3 times a week go training and come back with muscle cramps
and scoldings making people miserable.
It was funny and we keep saying everytime say 1 more training
then can go crazy and play but actually
there is always a second tme.
After that we throw a lot of stones into the sea
and we shouted ENDURE NETBALL TRAINING!
That really did made us feel better
I LOVE THE SEA AND STONES!

When we walked back to our bus stop
we saw a big dog and as usaul i go super super crazy over it
hadianti looked at me like what the he is wrong with you
the kind of look. LOLS
In another about 24hrs and24mins is the so called
1 more netball training till we can play and go crazy.
Endure cassandra endure (:

5 days till netball outing <3

Mood: Tired

Music: La La Land
Singer: Demi Lovato

2008-11-05T23:58:00.001-08:00

Sorry for the recent M.I.A .

yesterday's training was such a torture,
our 8rounds warm-up was good enough to kill us all.
Everybody's timing deproved and the worst was
once coach walk over to coach us she started scolding us
something like only eager to know where she is coming from.
She called mdm teo not to come to supervise the training and
everyone was so scared as its like a lack of security.
The sun was so bright and we did our ball drills and sprints
with people panting like dogs, bending down and all not
much energy to sprint.
Moving on to the courtwork i was definitely sad that she didn't even look at me
lucky me i was given the goal defence bib and i intercepted balls.
After seeing me do that she called me to continue playing the position
i can only say one sentence
thank god (:
After she dismissed us, everyone walked over to the busstop
and jiayu lisa jeannie hadianti and i walked to the other side.
We followed jeannie to the MRT station so that she can take her train
but upon seeing bus 9 coming towards out direction,
lisa and jiayu just ran like 2 crazy people leaving the 3 of us behind.
Oh well jeannie we are loyal friends LOLS!

The bus was packed with loads of people
and by the time i got home i misssed the 1st 10mins of Ben10=.=
idiot bus!
Anyway waking up today was very difficult as i was having muscle cramp
the "BEST" thing is there is training tomorrow from 8-11am.
Oh god save me save me !!!!

ROSESSSSSSS (:

2008-10-27T00:14:00.000-07:00

I really want to dedicate this post to my beloved
older cousin!

THANKYOU COUSIN SHERMAN!!!
THANKYOU FOR FIXING MY NEW COMPUTER FOR ME
REALLY REALLY REALLY LOVE YOU!
I OWE YOU SOMETHING (:

Went to vivo city on saturday to meet up with my lovable
relatives to let them see my report book.
thanks to my results i earned myself an ipod
and the whole day i was like asking my parents when are we going home.
This really made my mum super pissed off,
sorry mummy i was just to excited to meddle with my ipod
forgive me <3
Everyone shopped til they drop and sherman, his stead, gerald(younger cousin)
and me were expecially bored!
Thanks to daddy he allowed we the 4 youngsters to go to the sea
and talk.
Just nice it was janice and sherman's 1 year anniversary
and seriously sherman did the sweetest thing a girl will love.
He told me to talk to janice and he run off to buy something
which i don't know what it is.
guess what he bought when he returned.

A BIG BOUQUET OF RED ROSES!
OH MY GODDDDD

Janice was so touched and they hugged,
oh well that's the sweetest thing about love!
Good job sherman last long
but next time don't call me n gerald to be there okay!
gerald was like asking so many different questions about what he did
making me unsure of what to tell him.
We returned back to my parents side and we ate shop and returned home

Mood: bouncy
Current music: tell me something i don't know
Singer: Selena Gomez

2008-10-25T11:28:00.000-07:00

Watched HSM3 with Hadianti yesterday
it was seriously fun fun fun (:
We roamed around TM like 2 souless people
because we got alot of time to spare before the movie.
When the movie started and the song played
i totally forgotten about my image and started going hyper and sing.
My this darling is going to her Perth Trip,
hope she can buy me some souvenirs as it has been a long time
since i visited the country famous for her Kangaroos and Koala Bears (:
Have fun girl and just forget about what had happened recently <3

Currently listening to Graduation from Vitamin C
reading Anna's sms.
My gosh my tears just start flowing down like a waterfall!
Well this shows that actually,
i do miss my beloved class!
N0 matter what we will still be friends forever,
even though how much our life change
its not goodbye.
I will always remember the dudes and duddiies from 2e2

Let's have a a big big big time at the chalet!!!!

Chalet details that i can inform so far

Chalet dates: 2, 3, 4 dec
Venue: Coasta Sand(Pasir Ris)
Collection of remaining money: 11am outside general office at 28 nov

Don't worry, extra money will be returned on the chalet itself
so please come come come (:

I typed till i cry ):

2008-10-25T10:47:00.000-07:00

I know i know my blog was DEAD.DEAD.DEAD
all thanks to my beloved computer, my god!
It totally went to KO(knock-out) state for i don't know
the past few weeks and worst is its the holidays!
Pray.pray.pray that it will suddenly recover (:
Alright shall upload 1 by 1 about the past 3 days.

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Last day of school was kinda fun!
It's like the dream of every sec2 student,
breakfast with teachers was fun with weishan jojo anna dawn and eunice.
I will really miss them for all they did.
Of course i will miss my noisy naugthy yet lovable classmates.
Its too late and too long for me to list out everybody's names
and type out thankyou notes just like that so shall just say a big thankyou
to my beloved 2e2-ians

2E2-ian's
Really thank you for these wonderful 2 years
although i know that i do not mix with you people
as much as last year but still i love this bunch of crazy people!
The big 4 really do cause LOADS AND LOADS OF TROUBLE
but in the end we will laugh it out and yes thanks to them
our class is not so dead. Thankyou <3

The 3 hyper crazy and fun girls of our class
non other than jiaqian sirui and dion!
Thanks for being there for me last year
suddenly remember the crazy conversations we had that
we can laugh till we cry. Love you people <3

The gentle giant and his group of friends,
tuchun and his gang of friends of course.
Well i can see that you are a bunch of poker freaks but really
who cares?! I love poker too haha
Good luck in whatever you do in the future <3

The group of sporting girls with 2 prefects!
Weird name to classify you people sorry about that,
thanks for helping me in the admin stuff when i am in need
may you people be the best of friends after this year too <3

My chinese chess duds and duddiies!
Really thank you people for being joy to my last few days of school
you people are the best.
Always will remember the times when we play till we will be super high!
Thankyou jojo tuchun weishan bradley jerome jiasheng for helping
me out during games when i was a big idiot.
Hope 1 day we will be able to gather back and play again
bring it for chalet!!!!

My "manga, My fair lady" clique!
Thanks for listening to my story during the mid-year
when we were doing project.
Felt that you were the people that truly understand the meaning
of being true and understanding friends.
I will always remember those times
love you peeps fromt bottom of my heart.

Great classmates that helped me along the way,
Xavier jodie jonathan and blahblahblah.
Although i know i rarely talk to you people
but i know that whenever i am helpless you people will be the ones
to offer your help.
Although it may not help me much but still
its the thought that counts and i really am touched.
THANK YOU!

my amazing 2-year patner ismail.
Remember the 1st time when we got into 1e2. u sat beside me?
Now sec2 you still sitting beside me (:
Enjoy the wonderful and crazy conversations you have with me
your jokes really make me smile whole day.
Sharing secrets with you was not wrong!
I will never forget about you (:

Lastly my adorable ANNA!
Seeing the last sms you sent me i really cried
shows how much i missed you alot.
The days that we will laugh and share deep secrets
the days that we laughed with ismail
the days when we talk during the end of the exams
THIS WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN.

the memory i will not forget
the memory i wish i forget
is. . .
goodbye ~

tired. tired. tired

2008-10-17T05:54:00.000-07:00

Everyday is so freaking boring !
I don't want my last days being a sec2 to be like this help!
anyway everything today was slow and boring only fun thing was literature.
Have to re-act snow white and the seven dwarfs and it was fun!
I acted the crazy dwarf that keep calling Amos to play, woah i was hyper!
During the period i kept laughing with Dawn until tears flow down our eyes
Dawn we rock <3
Next week we are going to act a thriller genre type of humpty dumpty
sounds super superrrr fun!
Watched the incredibles and it was kind of boring
after that announced about chalet to my class
can't believe i just break down like this opps sorry peeps [:

Netball was very fun because we celebrated susu's birthday and she cried
training was abit pathetic as we only have 11 people
that's like not enough people to play a court game oh my god
we really got to buck up as coach vivian is coming back next week
jiayou jiayou ESSS NETBALLERS <3>
Went home with hadianti and she really did a very touching thing
she missed so many bus just to wait for me
to go up the bus 1st then she left with weijie
thankyou aunty, love you to the core
rely on me when in need of help darling <3

I hope today didn't end that early

2008-10-14T05:04:00.000-07:00

Today's picnic+suntanning session really rocked our asses off!
When i met Lisa, woah her dressing was really nice
really felt a bit embarrassed my dressing was like very very simple.
Talked our way to pasir ris and bues_ed to pasir ris beach.
When we reach there we were like
quick got intense sunlight faster faster!I know sounds kiasu but it really worked,
the after effects was like damn damn good.
I became darker of course but not for Lisa.

Today's post will be short well kinda nervous
hope my results wun disappoint me (:

2008-10-13T00:19:00.000-07:00

Came back from netball training, only thing i can say is
I AM SUPERRRRRR TIRED!!

Stamina still there
speed not really there
passes was not as per normal
courtwork skills really deproved, feel such a failure ):

i really want to improve BADLY!
its like 1 month since i trained, really want to
have back the feeling of intercepting balls again,
my god suddenly i feel such a failure hey but i am not going to cry.
If there is a will there is a way, copied from Susu sorry girl :)
Talking about her, her birthday is this Friday happy early birthday <3
lols i am like promoting her birthday, oh well i am doing a good deed okay haha
After training went out with jeannie and hadianti, it was peaceful.
The BFF clan <333
We walked from simei to tampines and as usual we talk about quite alot of stuff

Change of plans, in the end i am going out tomorrow not today.
let's hope the weather tomorrow will be fine (:

2008-10-12T00:18:00.000-07:00

Sunday! 3rd day of my holidays,
at first i thought that it will be super super super fun!
No school, no homework, stress-free, wake up as late as you want
this is what i call life's good (:
But then after days pass and pass so freakishly s.l.o.w.
i am beginning to think that school is really fun.
Place to be with your friends,
place where all the "nice-to-discuss" topics pop out from no where.
Even though i go out with my friends its very fun,
but then its empty why? No topics=.= this feeling really sucks.
imagine you are out with your buddies and suddenly you got nothing to say about.
I bet it sucks ):
God, i need entertainmentttttttttt!!!!!!!

The worst is my soldierfront can't play, roar!
What's wrong with my computer yo,
wonder if it is gg.com haha
Jiasheng say your comp sell to garang guni also he don't want
that was harsh he better watch out when school reopen
lols i was just joking.
Training officially resumes tomorrow, i think i will expect a lot of errors.
Many drop balls, drop in speed, balls flying in all directions
gosh hope everything will be alright once coach vivian comes back.

jiayou esss netballers <33333333>

2008-10-11T03:23:00.000-07:00

Saturday~
Well woke up kinda early today went to run with hadianti and weijie
as usual we started to talk alotttt
Told them what was the shopping experience like
they told me how was ice-skating.
After that i met up with my madam, obviously my mother.
She attending dinner and dance on i don't know when i was like a dog
folllowing her around just to get that freaking dress.
Theme was retro, damn it it was weird.
Went to ntuc and seriously it was funny.
NTUC HAD A BLACKOUT!!!!!!!!!!
Bitches were screaming like they never experience darkness before
children were crying like it was the end of the world
and normal teenagers were saying vulgarities like the shop is their's.
Only 1 word to describe this, funny.

Seriously man, u never sleep in the dark before is it
shout and shout.
Okay at least my trip with my madam wasn't worthless.
She bought Final Destination for me to watch so yeah she rocks,
the story line was nice. Jeannie u should go and watch (:
Nothing special happened today
don't know what am i going to do in the night before my anime starts.
Boredom Boredom boredom ~
Really looking forward to the sun tanning trip with Lisa
its going to be fun (;

2008-10-10T09:19:00.000-07:00

Shopping with Lisa today was fun
thankyou for making my imeem account and hanging out!
but of course it wasn't really my day):

Yesterday night was working on my blog stuff
and i totally regret for not updating it regularly
got to redo alot of stuff and it dragged till today morning.
Worst is can't complete untill night time roar!
We met up at 12.30 and i went to wait for my bus at 12.00.
OMG i tell u i waited for thr 6th bus to come then i can go up
because 1st few were too crowded!
Next i want to get up to take mrt can't go through the boarding gate
i was freaking pissed off already!
The worst was the 5 old aunties in front of me at the counter
ask so many unnecessary questions.
People at the back all shouting vulgarities already.
Managed to go in in the end and took the mrt with
Lisa and hadianti their group of friends.
From this experience i can say that 2e5 dressing style rocks.

Got down at Orchard and we started shopping and talking ALOT!!!
Along the way saw 1 of our juniors, shall not say who
and shall not give any comments sorry peeps(:
Don't understand why she run away from us like hello
your netball seniors not that scary just smile or something right.
Ohwell its ok i forgive her.
Went to takashimayah to buy Jiayu's bdae present
hope she will like it anyway happy birthday my dear <333
After that went to Bugis to eat and continued shopping with our stuff.
On the way we saw rachel and susu, we are damn fated haha
and their dressing rocks too!
Hope wad i wear today didn't throw lisa's face away ((:
Lisa was so frustrated about her watch and then we cross the road
i shout "there $5 come on let's go!"
Spend a very long time buying our stuff at Bugis Street
hey but who cares man we had fun at that's what matters (:

By the time we reach tampines, it was 6.45
and we waited for the online person to gove Lisa her shorts
waited till7+ my god!
but when i saw the girl it looked so much like my ex tuition cher.
Young, pretty, slim, hais i miss her i wan her back.
Now Charmaine too is going to Hongkong for her buisness course
i heard her telling me just now i say nvm is only for this month
she said no its for 6months.
I totally want to faint, i am so going to miss her jokes.
So going to miss the homework she gives me
going to miss the pressure she gives me to work hard.

My god i should be happy for her lols.
Next on my list for the holidays,
netball training at Bedok court and
sun-tanning with Lisa, AGAIN hahaha