hey dun misunderstand ar
we go airPOrt 2 studi de ok
n we reali did studi
sirui jaslyn jiaqian n MIIE


all took out maths
dhen sirui do her science notex
all look so serious :D
but gd la shows
we all veri concern bout d exams lah




dhen we studi in mac
so funi d manager come n tell us galx
dun studi here ar
but wen we leavin dhat time
me n jiaqian tok halfway saw dhis notice :

students,
please refrain from studing during thies hours :
12pm-2pm
6pm-8pm
(n anoder 1 but i frgt)




n d 'BEST' is
d time she chase us out was u noe wad 3.19pm
WTH! HER EYES! OMG; EYESIGHT PROOO
hahax dhen we went around desperateli finding a place
but best thing
NO MORE LIAO
so we all tink n tink dhen go pasir ris library
BUT
D PLACE SO NOISY PLAE MUSIC SUMRE
dhen jiaqian n sirui sian diao so fold hearts
dhen me n jaslyn still doin
dhen dey go down buy food
i sudenli tot of dhis stupid idea
lie down wif my legs in sitting position
dhen try to come up without rising d legs
in d end I CAN WOR
(but try mani times dhen can)


aft dhat all go home , go downstairs c my new model d hp




(mp hp__IS SPOILT)

2dae's zodiac description//
msg: get things rite 1st bfre pointing fingers
luv:u seem lyk d perfect match
frenship:dun bottle things up


notice TO GET THINGS RITE BFRE POINTING FINGERS!!
wad am i suppose to do corect?
as both their frens
i am lyk in btween dhem
well life is unfair
cuz humans are naturally selfish creatures
dheir explaination r both logical n corect
but reali d word to describe it is...
confusion//:

yeAH..airport airport
go airport corect
but no plaein ar


exams comin le haiss
tink i wun do well de
so MANI things hapen dhis few days
unsure of my abilities
uncertain of hw to tackLe my nervousness
understand dhat i may gt a HUGE disappointment
undertakeing so mani of dhis probs///=(


<exam stress.. uneasy in d heart>

frm d words dhat u told me
i did nt believe it initially
HW COULD DHIS HAD HAPENED BEHIND MY BACK?
y do yr nid to push all d blame to her?


its reali nt wrong for her to do dhat
she is nt any ordinary person
SHE IS MY BESTIE!
SHE IS OSO YR FREN
y do u all hv to push her to a corner
ITS NT A NICE FEELING U NOE


experienced bfre
ITS JUZ HORID FR YR TO DO DHIS
suan her poke fun of her
sae stuff bhind her back
y do yr hv to do such stuff??


we r all united and together
she does nt deserve such treatment
n d worse thing is i cant believe the closest one
oso told me d same thing!
but y????


do yr hate her dhat much....
nobody expected dhis to hapen.....


take you away from that empty apartment you stay
and forget whr the heart is some day


is ok to b lonely and nvr let go
it oni gets harder the more that u noe

dedicated to her: i will len u my ears to listen to yr pains and unhapiness
i will len u my shoulder to lean on n cry
juz rmb cassandra is here to listen n care...

aft ytd match, i gt to admit i was super tired
slept ytd at bout 12 plus, woke up 2dae at 7.02
WHY?
there is ambassador training in school from 8.30-12.30
4 HRS!!! I TOT IT WAS GOIN TO B BORING!
but actually no



first 2 hrs we were packaging the info sheet of my sec sch in its folder to sen to various pri sch
(gt gongshang leh)
dhen gossiping bout ... and ... bout d IMPACT OF NAMES impACT OF LUV
it was lyk god freaking obvious!
haha but veri bad leh keep saeing bout dhem n d worst thing was
WE KEPT SAYING IT THROUGHOUT D WHOLE TRAINING
hahax dhey were lyk super embarrass ok nt BOTH of dhem
but d gal is!!
jojo still sae let dhem go library by dhemselves she dun go swan le xDD
*nice one jojo*
but reali its nt VERI NICE we kept saeing ... untill so so
EXTREME
*sry lo dun take it to heart*
it actualli finished early d whole training thing so me jezebel n deon
go mac eat


dhen we took pics bout LAME stuff n fr no odd reason
I WAS SUPER HYPER . HIGH!!!!!
lolx dhen i took pics of our 3 wallets 2gader
GOD DHATS LYK SUPER gL
hahax n we were laughing n laughing
go on2 d bus i was lyk super hyper n jezebel gt influenced
DIAO duno y i lyk dhat siao siao de
mayb long time nv see dhem le ba so
dhats y super excited wen see dhem dhat time


nw leh aiyo sian_ED la
leta nid to studi do reflections
dhen worst thing is
I WATCHED FINISH MELODY OF OBLIVION
NID SEARCH FR NEW ANIME!!
GOD!! MELODY OF OBLIVION IS LYK
FREAKING NICE!
nvm lo fated de ba

aiya i oso duno y i sae dhis kinda things
LOLX


<HYPER__new anime .>

ytd match was_______ GREAT!! we learnt many new things frm d national players n saw our coach(wadeva la her she always givs dhat grouchy face) nothern ireland vs sri lanka 6pm wad d hell lo nothern lreland lost by afew points oni haha n we saw dhis gal frm sri lanka she was lyk freaking TALLL, asked her she was 2.06m tall!! FREAKY!!

next match was singapore vs trinadad and tobago n guess wad___ d home team won!! hahas score was 40-56 OMG!! dhey were lyk super violent . d umpire had to lyk blow fr obstruction contact footwork SO MANI TIMESS dhats y singapore won! aft d match... we all gt down to d court n god is so big n gotten autographs frm d players... arrrr so hapi !!

ty milli fr lending me d pen hahax . ILOVEMILLICENT

aft dhat went home lo n BEST thing canot even find my father told him to wait fr me at d bus stop rite he went to d interchange well i expected dhat cuz it was lyk 11.30 in d night!! SUPER LATE!!

in dhis world is all bout results results RESULTS__wif d upcoming end of year exams it adds on d STRESS !!

i realise dhat is hard 2 communicate wif my mum nowofdays . most of d times she reaches home she juz screams n shouts lyk no one's buisness!! she oso screams lyk a mad dog at my father!! fr yr info he will always b tired cuz rhe reaches home veru late in2 d night!! so wads her problem by shouting away!! she juz screamed n shouted and fr 4 whole days!! WHY??!!

bcuz she hardly sees my study fr my end of year exams la! WTH i of course feelin anxious n worried but of cuz i hv reasons! fine on monday i went out wif jiayu to STUDI FR GOODNESS SAKE! aft dhat we went fr our training n dhen went to watch movie IN D NIGHT! n wen i went home she screams again! HEY U WERE D ONE HU TOLD ME 2 RELAX N COOL DOWN DURING D HOLIS CUZ I TAKE THINGS TO SERIOUSLI!

on tuesday and wed i had consecutiveli 2 netball tournaments SO of course i dun hv d time 2 studi by d time i come hme i will b damn bloody tired! I STUDI IN D NIGHT BUT U WERE ASLP ALRIGHT dhen nw u r cooking I CANT STUDI IS SUPER NOISY! leta i goin out at 3.20 dhen canot again . WHY? cuz i gt 5 nations cup match to watch n halo IS COMPULSARY U EVEN SIGNED D CONSENT FORM

2mr(firday) i gt ambassador training! n ni to complete my dnt so i will studi in d aftnoon n in d aftnoon U R NT AT HOME NO ONE IS AT HME EXCEPT ME OK! so wad gd news come home u will start shouting dhat i nv studi!!

sat n sun i gt tuition oder lessons so i oso gt dhat time to studi but wen i studi is either u r nt around or slpping!! i juz dun understand . i swallow down d anger in my body trying nt to raise my voice at u but is bcuz of wad u r doin nw u add on d extra pressure on me

DHIS WORLD IS SO UNFAIR!!!

<red hot boiling heat is ready to explode within me>

sry fr takin such a long time to post......

so i start wif wad is goin 2 hapen 2mr la . untill d cows come home__ ITS D HOILIDAYS ... again goin out 2mr dhen d rest of d days nt netball dhen is ambassador training liao or lese is stay at home studi lo__ wad 2 do no time wad


2mr goin out wif jiayu__technically speakin__i m spending 1 whole day wif her... first go sch n see if dnt workshop open if nt dhen go her hse studi liao__ spen d mornin dere dhen aft dhat go bac hme bathe meet her watch dhat rat show(sry deon cant go wif u my mumi sae go wif jiayu) she gd lo roger n hongsheng coming... she hapi= i sad fck sia i lyk super xtra lo cuz is lyk dun mix wif dhem but wad to do her plans all readi made liao i cant do anything but to jus follow n listen to her lo


gd la 2mr=pangseh n xtra dae i veri GLAD 2 hear..wadeva lo i duncare liao spoil my whole mood bcme ...sian_ED fine i nth 2 sae le is ok ba
*jiayou fr 2mr match__support euuu*

~CASStotaliNThapi~