"Friends will always complete your life" ~Yesterday was really tiring and thirsty after saturday training.
The sun was superrrrr hot from about 10-11am,
that's after training hadianti and I walk so fast to the bubble tea shop,
everyone followed so and you see all of us smiling after drinking.
I turned and look at everyone.
That's when i suddenly feel so lucky to have this bunch of crazy people
with me from the beginning of sec1.
these people are my beloved netballers, these people are my true friends.
Friends will always complete my life.
Sitting the bus home suddenly makes me feel that
you know what, you will be okay with whatever happens.
you have good friends, you are in a good class,
you have at least a small group of true friends in your class
and the best of all is God is there for you.
everything happens for a cause, be it good or bad.
So for whatever that happen in the past, its just a lesson for you to learn.
all the not happy times its just for you to be stronger,
cry it all out for once AND THAT'S IT!
After getting home, daddy ask me if my ankle was okay.
for the 1st time i told him saying that knee and ankle was painful,
he told me to bathe and then he straight away massage for me.
THE FEELING OF HAVING SOMEONE TO CARE FOR YOU IS SHUANG DE!
after slacking awhile, Li Zhen came and then tuition started.
LOGARITHMS! LOGARITHMS! LOGARITHMS!
WOOHOO IS SUPER FUN TO DO FOR AMATHS!
Can't believe that i am saying this so loud lah.
After everything did my homework and slept kind of early.
found out about something super duper bad done by someone,
she should really learn to reflect on herself.
hope someone helps her . . .
why must she always be out there to agitate every girl!
so what you talk to a lot of guys, so what you are super close to them,
there is no need for you to announce it out LOUD .
its so obvious that you want to snatch every guy's heart,
you make alot of girls cry because of what you do,
don't you and your best friend realise how much you hurt your friend?
anyway its not worth it to be angry with you two
you two will get your retribution one day,
its just a matter of time.
may god cleanse their souls amen
Today was a day that i totally don't feel right.
In the morning as i was going to school,
many many many things went through my big brain.
Went to return the CCA ROOM key and suddenly
just said sorry to her.
Felt so paiseh that mummy caused so much trouble for her
SORRY MISS FARDYANAAAAAAAAAA! ):After walking out i just can't take it anymore
i just broke down and the most shity thing
was that SOMEONE was there who saw.
DAMN IT LAH!Lucky beloved hadianti was there,
if she was not there i think i will faint.
In class my mind was like living in my own
LA LA LAND.very very super duper hard to concentrate
but still i managed to endure until end of school.
blah blah blah...
blanko_ED
some things are not meant not for others to see . . . :D
These days i start to think of alot of stuff.
Friendship, school, netball and some other stuff .
Start with the first one.
FRIENDSHIP+ SCHOOL!
Heard that between love and friendship,
friendship will always be there for you FOREVER!
Feel very glad that whenever i am not in the right mood
there will always be THE NETBALLERS who will
always understand me and cheer me up.
I LOVE YOU ALL!
In class, yes people say that they can only
hear the whirling of the fan in my classroom and 3e1 is not active.
HELLO~
WE ARE HYPER AND NOISY TOO!
WE JUST DO NOT ANYHOW SHOW IT TO OTHER PEOPLE
BESIDES OUR CLASSMATES.
Found that some people really needs concern and
i really want to start a conversation with them but just that
we are from so different class that its hard to start talking.
I WILL TRY TRY TRY!
People say that i become so quiet after getting into my class.
Okay time to say the truth, yes i do feel lonely.
The feeling really sucks to the fcuking core when there
is no one there that you can talk to.
It sucks when the people around you are strangers.
It sucks so fcuking much when you realise that you have to shuddup.
OH LORD, HELP ME HERE!
I KEEP TELLING MYSELF TO HOLD ON
SHOW NO SIGNS OF BEING WEAK BUT I FEEL THAT
MY MIND HAS REACHED ITS LIMIT!
NETBALL! <3
my old injuries are coming back to me, very very painfully.
Mummy has been nagging and nagging about sudden saturday trainings
she has started to not allow me to go for trainings.
Its very obvious that her OLD SICKNESS
(netballers you should know)
has came back again.
Everytime and again daddy and aunty has been telling me
to keep quiet and bare with it but then
this are the same things i have been doing in school,
how much more must i keep holding inside my heart?
how much more must shut my bloody mouth up
and don't drop any tears?
I AM A BLOODY HUMAN TOO!
Aunty tells me that god will always be there
we must have faith.
I am really trying but i think my faith is running out.
my mum has been unreasonable now of days,
i really don't know what to do.
THE SOMETHING ELSE!
started to think of memories of the past which
hurts me when i realised that
i could have did option 2 and it may change my current situation.
Choices
choices
choices . . .
DO not want to say anymore,
do not want any misunderstandings to happen again.
No more other stuff to hurt me,
GOT TO STAY STRONG!
I HAVE ENOUGH OF ALL THIS BULL****
SOS.SOS.SOS.SOS.SOS.SOS.SOS.
CRY FOR HELP ~
HADIANTI WE ARE GOING TO CAMWHORE TOMORROW!Can't believed i just said that,
usually very super duper lazy to upload and take pictures.
Oh well I AM VERY RANDOMMMMMM ~Today lessons were very very okay.
Nothing specialNothing funNothing bad Just that today PE Frisbee module was freaking fun!
Grouped up with old buddies from 2e2 and we played
until we sweat like crazy under the hot sun.
Weishan say we should fork out money to buy a frisbee
to play next time when we see each other.
WEISHAN! THAT'S A VERY GOOD IDEA!
I NEED SOME ENTERTAINMENT!Sometimes i just feel like screaming at the top of my voice
to let out all these unhappiness.
o9o2o9Our next match with PRCS.Really hope and pray we can win
because i really believe and have loads of faith
that we can make it to the second round.
No time to slacken downNo time to have any time of thinking to give upNo time to think of other things besides school and netballESNetBall FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT!
ITS CHINESE NEW YEARRRRRRR!Okay hadianti i came to updated so don't scold me!
I can't take it hahaha :DAnyway if you want to ask me how was friday i only
got one thing to say :
BORINGGGGGG!I finally felt that loneliness with me without
jiasheng, yoyo, nicole.
GOD DAMN IT I MISS THEM!Half of my class went for the concert preparation so our class
was kind of dead.
Luckily i still have tuchun and Billy with me.
Lessons was good as teachers gave very little homework,
yeah 3e1' 09 teachers rock to the core!After that when we needed to queue up, i kept turning
my head to search for kexi, charmaine and weishan.
I realised that i got STM because they went for the concert
so tuchun and i sat together at the gallery.
Thank god I saw hadianti and we sat beside each other!
I LOVE YOU MY BELOVED (:The concert was generally okay.
the only thing i can remember was that hadianti and i
was super high because we knew all the songs and we sing.
Tuchun didn't understand a single thing so i only got 1 thingto tell him, jiayou big brother listen more.I WILL WIN YOU IN PLAYING DRUMS (:After that was 1hr of training and then
singing of birthday song to bangxiang.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BANG BANG :DMay all your wishes come through anddon't need to feel bad about what happen.remember my birthday hahaha just joking(:After that, went to Siru's house to watch movie.
MOVIEWHORE TIME!
rachel fell asleep on the floor, Siru huipeng and Peixuan sat beside me.
Thenever the scary part comes i will jump and then
Huipeng will keep telling me to stop it.
Memories memories memories....
Peng is still as caring towards me as ever hahaha :D
201th post!
Very very lazy to update my blog, the lazy sickness is back!
School has started like 2 weeks ago and so far everything is fine
just that my 3e1 is a bit too quiet that's all.
ITS OKAY! I BELIEVE THAT WE WILL DO BETERAFTER 1 MONTH! WE JUST NEED SOME TIME (:In class i am kind of happy mixing with new friends
that i didn't knew when i was sec2.
Got a group of friends and we name each other
the back row dudes.Well its obvious, its because we are all at the back of the class=.=
After these few days of lessons i can start to feel
that actually the people in 3e1 are not to scary and anti-social
as what i taught in the past, in fact they are good.
During spruce up, everyone did their part of the work
although some of the guys didn't do anything.
It's normal to me as usually girls are the ones that do such work,
during PE lesson although we are considered the less active class
but then there was this time the whole class cheered so loudly
that everyone shut up and looked at us.
THAT FEELING WAS SUPER DUPER COOL!Realised that some of the people who were quiet in the past
are beginning to open up,
THUMBS UP !!!!Suddenly fell so in love with the stories yoyo wrote,
YOYO YOU REALLY ROCK !Okay to sum it all up, 3E1'09 IS COOL ~ES netball just won our first match
which is a good thing so let's all work hard
together to get into the second round.
Don't be affected by what coach said to us
TOP4 HERE WE COME!
ESNETBALLERS JIAYOU <3happy 200th post!!!!!!Double happiness for today.
Today is the beginning of school and i got to see the
new batch of sec1's that have came to our school.
1T2 was really very very rowdy but after mixing much with them
i realised they are just a bunch of small kids making
childish jokes to make you irritated.
but THEY ARE FUN TOO.
let's all work hard for tomorrow's games and cheer competition.1T2 GO GO GO :D !After orientation went back to my class.
As usual i have the very stranger feeling
but then being with yoyo made me feel much more comfortable.
had two very
BIG surprise in store for me today.
1) I am back being register no.1 2) I am sitting beside JIASHENGGGGGGvery big surprise right?Yoyo and billy are sitting in front of me
so i think i should count myself lucky?
Anyway let's hope 3e1 will not be so quiet the next round (:
WE CAN DO THIS 3E1'ians AT LEAST I BELIEVE SO (:After that it was training time!
As usual i can't ran fast due to my injured ankle
came back as the last one ):
can't do much today's training too
ARHHHHHHH I JUST WANT TO SCREAM
THIS FEELING SUCKSSSSSS!
NOT ABLE TO DO MUCH BUT UMPIRE
SEE TEAMMATES SUFFERING UNDER THE HOT SUN
ROAR ROAR ROARRRRRRRRRR!Anyway let's hope that i can recover soon enough,
knee was a bit painful today during stretching too
just that i didn't said it out.
Sometimes i feel guilty making everyone wait for me when
doing high knee-lifts when i can't help it as its
really too painful for me.
Spraining my ankle really did not pop out in my mind
during this few trainings,
oh well ITS OKAY!
I BELIEVE THERE IS A REASON FOR THIS :Dmaybe god is trying to tell me to take care of myself
or maybe tell me i am not fated to play this game
since i always get injured?
NO NO NO I MUST BE POSITIVE!
JIAYOU CASSANDRA YOU CAN DO THIS :DDDDD
I MUST BELIEVE.....
I will not let anything in my way to affect me
i will not let my injuries affect my emotions
i will stay strong no matter what happens
i will believe that i can do this
i will have the confidence to accomplish my job on court
Nothing is going to stand in my way!
"Friends will always complete your life" ~
