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Wednesday, September 24, 2008

School was kinda fun today

i will only remember the fun times when we playing handball during PE.

It was fun lyk siao but then as usual i shld hv let the guys play.

They totally trample over me n eunice,

didnt give really much chance for us to intercept balls.

Thank god i intercept 4 times yeah yeah lols

After school we went to watch stepup2 at my house and woohoo

we were hyper yo!

Thankyou ai ren for lending my your ic and

happy belated birthday girl <3>

step up 2 really rocked our asses off sia

The show took a total of 1hr30mins and lisa you were right

the last dance in the rain was really very very nice!

Hope there is a stepup3, oh well i am going off to go mugging.

lols as usual well exams are really coming my way,

so wish me luck.

jiayou cassandra!!!

Jiayou to all sec2's for the streaming

especially hadianti xP

Monday, September 22, 2008

Today was a hyper day haha (:
I can safely say that i am back to my normal self
i know that you are happy for me Lisa haha
1st period was Art and we stood outside the art room for like 20mins getting scolded
what the hell mans!
cher said that 2e2 is 1 of the lousier class
oh seriously come on i have listened to this from sec1 up till now, its no use already!
Went in tand after art helped faheem to scrubthe board.
Lesson no.1 : Abstain from touching any paint because it will stain your skirt.
After that was English and SCience.
Woohoo for the 1st time Mr Ng rocks,
he cancelled the quiz yay thankyou.
After that was recess and we crapped as usual.
Maths was kinda boring and ismail was so like showoff
just because he scored well for AMK paper.
Hello many people also did very well for that paper come on haha.
But anyway good job man (:
After school was library again.

Gosh hadianti jeannie and me are like libraryfreaks already.
Revealed something to them and they laughed like crazy..
Hais nothing much happened much shall update more tomorrow

Thanks faheem for that reward haha
give me again and i won't mind x)

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Tag replies :

Anna, Lisa, Hadianti, Jiayu :

Thanks for your concern really appreciate it. Don't worry i won't worry again

i got all of you there for me what more can i ask for. I won't cry bcuz, I AM STRONGER~THAN YESTERDAY~ hahaha

Thankyou to those people who offered their concern for me on friday

THANKYOU (:

Saturday, September 20, 2008

Art. Art. ART!!!
Arh my gosh what's with this philosophy topic
its freaking freaking FREAKING HARD!!!
Had tuition with Charmaine and as usual she made tuition fun!
Thanks charmaine for helping me out (:
I hope my results will not disappointed you.
After that i started forcing my brain cells out to do art
and open the book and i was --blank--
How in the world am i going to do the research!
How am i going to my layout nice as in very very nice!
Arhhh what the hell someone help me
Lisa messaged and yes she was stressed out too
similar to me we are somehow brainwashed. Hais
Jiayou Lisa if you need any help you can ask me (((:

I learnt that my aunty bought MaMa Mia tickets to watch at Esplanade
but what the hell its on 1 of my examination dates ROFL!
Can't go looks like got some things that do not belong to you just won't be your's.
After tuition i realised that i really got to get my priorities right
and right noe is to do well for my streaming which i hope i can.
I can feel that i am recovering from the hurt i experience at home
thanks to the many caring people surrounding me.
I am not alone i got many fabulous people around me so i will not cry

Wound is healing in progress ^^

Friday, September 19, 2008

Morning was really my most 'memorable' morning i have.
It was emotional for me about what i did
i don't know why i just can't help it but let loose and did what i did.
Thanks netballers for what you did but really whenever
you all have something not feeling okay i can sense it.
Not sure why but i can feel it, so don't hide it
let it out and you will feel better.
Went back to class and yes thank you ismail for MUSE cd's
don't worry i will take good care of it.
Thank you ismail (:
Got back history test and yes we were disppointed with our results
arhhh what the hell jiayou cassandra ((:
After that was similie test, oh my gosh it was like similies falling everywhere.
Had groupwork and yes our group
were very close to mdm sugu's answer 3 cheers man!
Recess was rushing through our food... damn it
Chinese was rushing through a compo
that it was tough to write. SERIOUSLY!
Tough that almost more than half the class
got to stay behind and complete it to pass up today.
English lesson was revision time and we got to do our own stuff
woohoo thankyou Mrs Lee (:

After that sec2 netballers went to the stadium to run and
my god the sun was freaking hot!
When we ran you can't even feel your feet
because of the intense heat below your feet.
Went to eat and then was study time in the library.
But some time was spend talking to hadianti
and making her laugh like siao too. It was fun!
Missed that time man hais but now i got to stay strong man.

Cassandra you got to snap out from this!

Stay strong!

Thursday, September 18, 2008

Lessons today were passing very slow and boring
I was like yawning till so much tears keep rolling down my cheeks.
After school was chinese oral, and i was first one.
I definitely did screw up a little but oh well i hope everything will be fine.
Pray to god man (:
After that went to CCA room and saw Lisa on the way
really want to help her seeing her having headaches
i can only help her by saying jiayou i guess.
Finally get to talk to huisi, really missed her.
Told each other our problems especially mine at home.
Sometimes really want to just scream in my house although is retarded
but the worst part is not being called a retard.
The worst is screaming at home but no one hears it because you're alone.
Alone...
When i just want to spend some time to talk it out,
close friends sometimes don't seem to bother.
They may even just poke fun at you and say jokes
that are nasty and hurt your heart.
The worst is you got to smile and pretend you're okay.
It's tough ...

It's really very tough to make people laugh till they cry
but deep inside you're hurting from problems at home.
I understand jokes are jokes i can take it
but sometimes its just too much to handle especially at a time like this.
I like the feeling of being lonely at times, but sometimes
its really hard to accept the fact. I feel that i have reached the peak...
i got to swallow it down and put on a mask.
A happy mask...

It's really hard to handle with no support

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Today morning was freaky again!
I took the earlier bus as usual only 3 esss students including me
the good thing was i saw ismail on the wasy to school.
Started crapping early in the morning aleady, lols.
Thanks ismail you brightened up my day (:
Lay down on the sofa in cca room and fell asleep
from. 6.33-6.55 . Everyone came so late today ...
1st perdiod was maths and once again there were missing chairs,
whats up with this missing chairs matter sia, weird man!!!
Ms nur go through prac paper and it was as usual very fast paced ):
After that was my favourite period: HISTORY lol
Miss Ong revised on the writing skills and Ismail anna n I started discussing on
our "normal" topics! Let's do that tomorrow again!

MT was reading a new topic again and going through oral stuff.
Damn it i am the 1st to get tested becuz, i register no. 1 ohno!
JIAYOU CASSANDRA!!!!
Recess was mainly crapping again, very normal.
Lit was short and FAST!
Eng was exceptionally boring, hais hope these kinda days will quickly be over..
DnT was really wasting time for the 1st period, shall not mention why.
The orthographic test(should be spelled like that) was tough
and thank god Miss Ng say she will mark not so strictly for the
complicated product, woohoo thanks Miss Ng!
After school wanted to go to the library to study but something happened again
and as usual i am not going to mention why :P
Went to eat dinner with Huiping Rachel hadianti Jeannie
and we laughed and joked through the 1hr++ lunch come dinner. It was fun
we shall have more of that after the exams.
Going out with hadianti and jeannie to the movies AGAIN
don't worry we will study haha.

10 more days to SA2, go go go!!!

Monday, September 15, 2008

Today was abit weird cuz i was kinda hyper in the morning.
Weird rite, my dad was like no one will be hyper in the morning
anyway i woke up today on the dot 5.30am and went to do the usual stuff.
Took the 6.30 bus and the bus was freakishly cold and empty
i was like the only esss students :O
Reach the cca room and did the usual chat with netballers till we reach the class
First period was with miss foo, miss lee wasn't here. Hais ...

After that was art and we received our art SA2 question
woah i tell u the questions were 101% chimilogy haha
don't believe is it? All the sec2 esss students go get the paper from your art cher
and you will get what i mean. When you read yr mind is like totally --blank--
Anyway i am not going to overreact over it, jiayou cassandra :) !!!
English period was practice paper, AGAIN! Chatted with ismail and Anna
to brush past the time.
Science lesson was giving out quiz and go through practice paper,
gosh practice paper!
Recess was mainly chatting about 'blahblah student' hahaha very funny!
Maths was ok but abit too slow and boring,
assembly once again nothing much. RISE lessons was survey time
After school was CCA phototaking session and it took like 1hr and i saw something
i shouldn't have saw opps :O!
mygod it was freakishly long.
Went to join the netballers again and yes we ate and went home..

Arhhh SA2 here i come haha :)

Sunday, September 14, 2008

I got to let out my frustrations here!
Wednesday was the last day of netball
mans going to miss it alot.
1 month without running without running up and down the court
sobs sobs :(
Oh well is ok i can take the time to concentrate on my EOY!

Lessons were as usual, abit boring
but is ok i will endure untill exams are over ^^
I was really looking forward to netball training until something happened!
We were thretened that netball will be banned.
WhatTheHell! Tell that women to just shuddup
all we did was just change over and bring the equipments to the porch
what's wrong with that?!!!
Now we cannot even change after school, why?
Because that women say we look like we are
going to go under the sun and play. Bullshit !
Don't she dare threaten to ban us again and 1 more thing.
Lisa was just asking her to repeat her question she say
she got no manners very rude.
Seriously she has something wrong!

ROAR! I wana release my anger on something!

Yes Lisa i remember, today is the day i promised to update my blog.

Deciding on changing my blogskin, is getting abit boring haha. :O

MARY ELIZABETH WINSTEAD!!!

Intro time: She acted in final destination and now she is acting in Make it Happen

When to the movies with hadianti and jeannie and mllicent

to watch make it happen and i tell you

the show rocked everyone's asses off!

Mary elizabeth was the main actress and the dancing really rocked

we even made the joke to go and learn hiphop next time.

Who am I kidding? One action and all our bones will break

Anyway go catch out the movie remember the name...

MAKE IT HAPPEN!