These days i start to think of alot of stuff.
Friendship, school, netball and some other stuff .
Start with the first one.
FRIENDSHIP+ SCHOOL!
Heard that between love and friendship,
friendship will always be there for you FOREVER!
Feel very glad that whenever i am not in the right mood
there will always be THE NETBALLERS who will
always understand me and cheer me up.
I LOVE YOU ALL!
In class, yes people say that they can only
hear the whirling of the fan in my classroom and 3e1 is not active.
HELLO~
WE ARE HYPER AND NOISY TOO!
WE JUST DO NOT ANYHOW SHOW IT TO OTHER PEOPLE
BESIDES OUR CLASSMATES.
Found that some people really needs concern and
i really want to start a conversation with them but just that
we are from so different class that its hard to start talking.
I WILL TRY TRY TRY!
People say that i become so quiet after getting into my class.
Okay time to say the truth, yes i do feel lonely.
The feeling really sucks to the fcuking core when there
is no one there that you can talk to.
It sucks when the people around you are strangers.
It sucks so fcuking much when you realise that you have to shuddup.
OH LORD, HELP ME HERE!
I KEEP TELLING MYSELF TO HOLD ON
SHOW NO SIGNS OF BEING WEAK BUT I FEEL THAT
MY MIND HAS REACHED ITS LIMIT!
NETBALL! <3
my old injuries are coming back to me, very very painfully.
Mummy has been nagging and nagging about sudden saturday trainings
she has started to not allow me to go for trainings.
Its very obvious that her OLD SICKNESS
(netballers you should know)
has came back again.
Everytime and again daddy and aunty has been telling me
to keep quiet and bare with it but then
this are the same things i have been doing in school,
how much more must i keep holding inside my heart?
how much more must shut my bloody mouth up
and don't drop any tears?
I AM A BLOODY HUMAN TOO!
Aunty tells me that god will always be there
we must have faith.
I am really trying but i think my faith is running out.
my mum has been unreasonable now of days,
i really don't know what to do.
THE SOMETHING ELSE!
started to think of memories of the past which
hurts me when i realised that
i could have did option 2 and it may change my current situation.
Choices
choices
choices . . .
DO not want to say anymore,
do not want any misunderstandings to happen again.
No more other stuff to hurt me,
GOT TO STAY STRONG!
I HAVE ENOUGH OF ALL THIS BULL****
SOS.SOS.SOS.SOS.SOS.SOS.SOS.
CRY FOR HELP ~
Friendship, school, netball and some other stuff .
Start with the first one.
FRIENDSHIP+ SCHOOL!
Heard that between love and friendship,
friendship will always be there for you FOREVER!
Feel very glad that whenever i am not in the right mood
there will always be THE NETBALLERS who will
always understand me and cheer me up.
I LOVE YOU ALL!
In class, yes people say that they can only
hear the whirling of the fan in my classroom and 3e1 is not active.
HELLO~
WE ARE HYPER AND NOISY TOO!
WE JUST DO NOT ANYHOW SHOW IT TO OTHER PEOPLE
BESIDES OUR CLASSMATES.
Found that some people really needs concern and
i really want to start a conversation with them but just that
we are from so different class that its hard to start talking.
I WILL TRY TRY TRY!
People say that i become so quiet after getting into my class.
Okay time to say the truth, yes i do feel lonely.
The feeling really sucks to the fcuking core when there
is no one there that you can talk to.
It sucks when the people around you are strangers.
It sucks so fcuking much when you realise that you have to shuddup.
OH LORD, HELP ME HERE!
I KEEP TELLING MYSELF TO HOLD ON
SHOW NO SIGNS OF BEING WEAK BUT I FEEL THAT
MY MIND HAS REACHED ITS LIMIT!
NETBALL! <3
my old injuries are coming back to me, very very painfully.
Mummy has been nagging and nagging about sudden saturday trainings
she has started to not allow me to go for trainings.
Its very obvious that her OLD SICKNESS
(netballers you should know)
has came back again.
Everytime and again daddy and aunty has been telling me
to keep quiet and bare with it but then
this are the same things i have been doing in school,
how much more must i keep holding inside my heart?
how much more must shut my bloody mouth up
and don't drop any tears?
I AM A BLOODY HUMAN TOO!
Aunty tells me that god will always be there
we must have faith.
I am really trying but i think my faith is running out.
my mum has been unreasonable now of days,
i really don't know what to do.
THE SOMETHING ELSE!
started to think of memories of the past which
hurts me when i realised that
i could have did option 2 and it may change my current situation.
Choices
choices
choices . . .
DO not want to say anymore,
do not want any misunderstandings to happen again.
No more other stuff to hurt me,
GOT TO STAY STRONG!
I HAVE ENOUGH OF ALL THIS BULL****
SOS.SOS.SOS.SOS.SOS.SOS.SOS.
CRY FOR HELP ~
